Did you come out late in life?
Did you date the wrong sex to please those near and dear to you?
Was that toxic to you?
People will never get born Gay it wasn’t a choice like what Cologne you wanted to wear to fit in!
Have you always tried to please those you loved?
Was anyone ever told to ask if you were gay and you rushed home to find a book a dictionary to look up the word at twenty-six because you loved and was devoted to the older woman you worked for whose family were sure you were a homosexual! Based on that you were not bedding a penus.
Did you like me finally come out at forty with no skills in dating but when you got in the groove of it was excellent at rocking a woman’s world!
Don’t worry about being a round peg in a square hole others might not be who they were born to be either.
Sticks and stone will hurt as much as foul words thrown by bigoted family are both hate crimes I know.
We are are the family caretakers first to be tossed to the wolves I was lied on to Elder abuse so my vicious narcissists half sister could humiliate and eventually murder our mom. Five husbands all escaped her she had mom convinced she had no one it was either the skank in Granbury, Texas or a nursing home mom would never leave. In reality it would never her be a nursing home then mothers money and property would escape Diana Lee’s grasp!
I didn’t spend my youth on a phone,jabbering about clothing or boys,
I was six foot at nine and strong,I worked at homey younger sister ran with a gang in rural Iowa,my older half sister ten years my senior whored I mean married often. Some of her boyfriends were only with her for the yummy fun of treats between her thighs.
One guy Diana brought to the cabin enjoyed sticking his hand in the back of Diana’s jeans and cupping her butt cheek right in front of mom and family,
I was twelve when I found Diana being humped in my bunk bed, What was I to say ‘Nice!’
All Diana Lee said was ‘sorry!’ To little to late!
Be who you are is what if I could I’d tell my younger self,Ben happy,