Tears

Light my way, Separate from thought, Empaths who are true, Like onions we weep, My peers touch me from their works, If I feel nothing I stop reading them, Like stores that give good service, The company name touch me, I smile or recall why and never return, I love Neta Jackson, Neta wrote theContinue reading “Tears”

When are people whats best for people?

No clue! We loose those we love by others nasty humans, We grow believing if we do right, If we care for those we love they are safe from monsters, No one ever tells us beware monsters, Watch out for narcississ? Narcississ hide in clothes of loved ones, They bleed lies that like acid burnsContinue reading “When are people whats best for people?”

What a word Time!

Use to look forward to Time with the Heike cousins, As a child looking forward made horrible things vanish, Family. lost Becky Rohr Clark to cancer, Dad(Dr.L.N.Heike) 2012 dementia Mom{ Marian D.Bittenger Heike) murdered by Diana Lee Dudly two codine packs a week) on our diabetic my best pal and mom. Ellen Beth Heike Mathis,Continue reading “What a word Time!”

Only son was a daughter

Since nine I was dads tool, Yard work was mine, Cutting yard,cleaning out under mower, Cutting limbs,transferring small trees, Taking out trash, Always better then being stuck in kitchen or house, Mom rocked great cook loved to clean, Younger sister ran in a gang in school, Older half sister daughter of an abuser, White trash,Continue reading “Only son was a daughter”

Funny families hate

When you refer to hate feels private, Smells old, Felt, Cold, Lodges in your heart, Liars. No what hurts most, Narcississit when goggled point toward parents, Are they stupid, Narcississit that carce up once family, Sisters, use you, Foul lies spread. Like impeachment they get away. Seems easier family believe you are the monster, FamilyContinue reading “Funny families hate”

Family murder fire starter Narcississ bully

When mom died all Diana Lee wanted, Gaslight a most awesome friend and mom. Not perfect that doesn’t matter, That never matter, I always wish she saw me like other mothers viewed their daughters of a certain age, If mother had been able to see Diana for what she was maybe we could have stoodContinue reading “Family murder fire starter Narcississ bully”

Yellie face

How do you share the damage you suffered, The pain you bleed, Lies told by a family member to steal your mom against her will from her home. How do you share the trauma you and your mom felt bullied, The emotions errupting in you when those you love refused to see you just theContinue reading “Yellie face”

Seven women came

Strong full of heart, When Ellen no one really knows why passed through the vail, Five women who loved my baby sister stepped to her side, There were Lottie Henrietta Starkey Bittenger, pure Norwegian mom’s mom, Nana no longer in the pain that took her, Smiling dressed classily, There was mom full of life, smilingContinue reading “Seven women came”

Will

What brings you to scribble thoughts, Suddenly, Out of the blue my heart stopped. Time enveloped me, Four months and twenty six days I lost my mom. Mom had been kept from me with lies for five years white trash. That same white trash narcississ half sister kept my baby sister from telling the truthContinue reading “Will”

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