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When I was fifty-six

Standing on the threshold of forty-seven, My entire world was like Jenga, You know the game like giant pixie sticks pull out the wrong one and you are doomed, Mom and I were watching TV, I on the floor at moms feet with Patches, Patches was an orange cat, Patches arrived at my cat hostelContinue reading “When I was fifty-six”

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Do you a jibber Jabber?

Did you come out late in life? Did you date the wrong sex to please those near and dear to you? Was that toxic to you? People will never get born Gay it wasn’t a choice like what Cologne you wanted to wear to fit in! Have you always tried to please those you loved?Continue reading “Do you a jibber Jabber?”

Chapter 5, Jolly Holly

Coldest Christmas Eve in my history, Colder then after my half sister torched our laundry room December third twenty fourteen after removing all but one smoke alarm battery, Christmas early evening I spent in dad’s red Dodge pickup truck with my four kitties that survived Diana’s fire in our electric drier, Electric driers cause twoContinue reading “Chapter 5, Jolly Holly”

Sounds and signals

Can yawns get people to hang up? I”m guessing no! Been sighing, ‘Nothing!’ It always amazes me when people call and I’m eating they will rudely say ‘What’s that noise!’ And I always think a stupid but brave question needs a response so I’ll say I’m eating! I hate this response ‘Well when will youContinue reading “Sounds and signals”

No book card

No food stamp, No home, Living on street, All mammals need a home, Food, Security, Love,

Eight O nine

Still fifty-two degrees, Feels saunaish in my home, Two nights ago was cold, We were taught at the Heike’s if its summer and a yard sale has blankets or Afghans or quilts buy them, Nana’s sofa no one else wanted me included, It was flowered and very low, To give it height I suck magazineContinue reading “Eight O nine”

Dark six twenty-five

Sophie’s cuddly, Chester slept front of home, October twenty-forth three days, Two years ago since my baby sister died, I will always see Ellen’s rise as unfair, To me, Her children, Her grand daughter just five then, Little Mela so much life to live yet, Six months after mom Marian Deloris Bittenger Heike escaped theContinue reading “Dark six twenty-five”

Tumble weed

Life happens, No one gets out of it alive, Its painful, Full of deciet, Stop fooling yourself that sorrow and pain created who you are, There will be those that tell you put those feelings away, They will tell you its done, They will say move on, Screw them they will never know what itContinue reading “Tumble weed”

Tippy tippy top girl

Ellen Beth Heike was that girl, Ellen where’s my kid sister, I was always a kid in the ground looking up, Proud my baby sister reach the top, Until you reach the time without me, Sisters are supposed to grow old together, How do you grow old together what is gone, Species life alone leavesContinue reading “Tippy tippy top girl”

Beware

Peaceful soul is in danger, Joined Wild Women of the Blue Ridge in Virginian two thousand, Mattered only to me, Come two twelve I was was used for my size my half sister needed a fall guy, Diana’s goal was to force mom out of her home, Never been viscous or mean, Didn’t matter inContinue reading “Beware”