It’s not better parents abuse or that of a stranger.

R U the kid grown, Parents yours dumped on? In my world that was the norm, Age yours is not a quotion, Equivalent with a number, My dad always surprised I tried, My dad loved my failure, Favorite expression if you’d only asked I would have told you will fail’, Time saving dad, Pain caring

Never on time

When I think I can, Phone rings, Like a fool I answer, I was going to bed at ten, Ghost group I left but they kept buzzing me, I find it annoying, Grown up leaves left them be, I look at FB and theres the message from Paul’s wife, I have run out of things

Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,

Concept beyond truth, Ellen Beth Heike Mathis lost at fifty-nine, October 29th,twenty-Twenty one, I see her smile in woman walking my way, I miss her so, Thought she to hide, Drink of chose Miller light, Ellen rocked, I foolishly thought we were friends, Thought she knew how proud I was of her, One day in

Just because some of us can not stand,

. Doesn’t mean we cannot process thought, Hawkins seems to me that’s his name, Smart bloke, fan of Sheldon Cooper, Sure Sheldon was fictious but for many geeks like me not so much, Hawking’s was a quad, I ‘ be been struck twice by cars, Today I did nine meals on wheels, Bet I broke

Take flight

Abuse, Bullying, Fear, Trauma, Something, Nothing, Fear, …. .Fear, Fear, A kitten to close to my head, Anything climbing or on me, Nothing, Nothing, Nothing, Narcississitic lies, About my character, Lies of my abusing someone I love, Loosing all those I loved, At gumpoint of lies, Empty, Vaccumous,void, Abyss, Painful as if a shot were

Crumpled like tossed paper,

Years ago Dr.Deb Fordice, Utilized an example of bullying, The class was at Luther College, The year 2012,September 3rd, The day Diana sent two men to sneak in our back door, Lies diana told of my being bed ridden, Beaten, No phone, No food, All lies, The class I was in was Psychology of education,

What kind of person?

Knows I foolishly believe at least at first people could be a friend, Neighbors, Knows where you live, Knows your not well to do, Still ask for money, When is told what little you have, Hears you say This is All I have until the third, Takes your money, anyway, Buys cigarettes? I have no

Surround

You are a universe but not universal, You are an Island not eater but things encompass you, Your,my sense of emotional reality is a variant, Like an equation, Numeral in depth, Nomical in discription, As an Empath I pick up emotions, Like the old expression on bad apple ruins my temper, Like an anvil I

What’s it to be lied onto Elder Abuse by a narcississ half sister who at all cost wanted family property.’Cub Lake,in Sawyer County,Wisconsin.

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/305044295_Can’t_see_the_forest_for_the_trees

Broken trust!

Humans do it all the time, Trust never recovers, My half sister was first, Took her gay sister to hell, Tossed me and my good names away, For what purpose Hers, Destroying mom, In end murdering, Making what mother loved, What meant most to mom worthless, Mom was finally free, Dad was dead, Her first