Fear Consumes

People weild it, Bullies use it to cripple us, Fear is a tool, Our tool, Fear is our tool, Shout it! Fear is ours! No Narcississ controls you, They try to use Fear against choisen victim, I was a victim, My mom was her victim,. My baby sister Diana Lee’s victim! I fight against theContinue reading “Fear Consumes”

Only way to fight Narcississ bullies who have harmed you is write all the horrors you suffered through vie their existance!

Robbie dobbie doo

A name if fond memories, Stirs great love until, Until 2014 August, August 2014 he joined firces with his Narcississitic mother, Needed to ruin moms life, His mom daughter of a wife beater, Needed to force mother under hus moms thumb, Multitude if reasons major one, Like a line of Boy friends and husbands, TheyContinue reading “Robbie dobbie doo”

When is a good deed detramental to doer?

Well last June my mom died, Mom always made do, Mom always did without, Scrimp and save, We never knew how she put by, Like a Norweign/Welsh/German squirrel, Mom went without, When I gat money I saw she got more then need, My half and full sister gave mom clothing, Neither had taste, Neither hadContinue reading “When is a good deed detramental to doer?”

Like a scale

Life is weighed, Losses and gains tallied, Lost Ellen Beth Heike Mathis my blood sister died from guilt. Her sons think alcohol I know it was pain and torment from our narcississitic half sister. Ellen wanted to help mom and me Diana said no.Ellen hid in beer. Alcoholism ugly way to die. People assume peopleContinue reading “Like a scale”

Where ever she went

Smoke filled no air, Music hummed, She did the elephant, The chicken, Drank Leinenkugel’s, Cared nothing… I mean nothing for sports! Radio’s were for tunes, Helen Ready, John Couger Melloncap Ellen saw him in concert at least 5 times, Loved Fleetwood Mac Once was OK with Country Dated Gary Hovey A good guy, Married ShawnContinue reading “Where ever she went”

Top of the world

Not heard my mom giggle Not heard her say hi Val Not heard Marian D Heike laugh Tell a joke ‘I took a neck from some beer bottle, And from a horse I took some hair, I took some hair And I put them all together With some wire and some glue And I gotContinue reading “Top of the world”