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Do you a jibber Jabber?

Did you come out late in life? Did you date the wrong sex to please those near and dear to you? Was that toxic to you? People will never get born Gay it wasn’t a choice like what Cologne you wanted to wear to fit in! Have you always tried to please those you loved?Continue reading “Do you a jibber Jabber?”

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Implies

A gift, Shows care, Thought, Demands a response, Today I gave two plates bought from Bradford Exchange years ago for mom, After skank(my half sister the narcissist) even before that when I had no money for gifts I gave bits of me The plates fawns given to Jean Huffey who her family suggested ninety wasContinue reading “Implies”

Another fifty mph wind

When wind is so strong your vehicle sounds like a thin bit of metal, But you still need antifreeze and to mail books to Alaska, My cousin John Rohr & wife own the bakery there, Probably not seen John since his sister Rebekah’s death in the eighty’s, When you say a number its like thatContinue reading “Another fifty mph wind”

All I ever wanted

A log home with large basement, Larger below then up top, Supplied,armed,barn near, Not a garage, Fire place like mom and her mom before and I want, Large,with for way concealed, The entire home and optical illusion, Sound,metal under wood, A house generations human and animal remain safe, A vampire home for the writer ofContinue reading “All I ever wanted”

Four thirty

Rose, Did stuff, Put in chicken, Took a nap, Bothered by undead flies, Awoke, Three thirty p.m., Got chores, Replace cooked chicken with chicken to cook, Going to my shed, Four kittens been moved, Getting to cold for kittens to survive outside need to find, No clue to locale, Got to go, Bye,

I hate holidays

I hate holidays, They’re filled with memories and minutes that are empty, They’re not exciting, All those you love are dead, They are lonely holes, Holes were once was laughter, They consume nothing, The only joy I can’t remember I spent in northern Wisconsin, Shutting my eyes won’t get me there, Your imagination folly, IContinue reading “I hate holidays”

Tippy tippy top girl

Ellen Beth Heike was that girl, Ellen where’s my kid sister, I was always a kid in the ground looking up, Proud my baby sister reach the top, Until you reach the time without me, Sisters are supposed to grow old together, How do you grow old together what is gone, Species life alone leavesContinue reading “Tippy tippy top girl”

Beware

Peaceful soul is in danger, Joined Wild Women of the Blue Ridge in Virginian two thousand, Mattered only to me, Come two twelve I was was used for my size my half sister needed a fall guy, Diana’s goal was to force mom out of her home, Never been viscous or mean, Didn’t matter inContinue reading “Beware”

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sangContinue reading “Oldest and youngest”

Sound of pitter patter

Rain on tin, Grips my memory, Sensation of sleeping under the roof built by my grand dad, Memory of a WWI hero, Tainted by my half sister when she was eight because the attention was not on her, Sleeping beside my babysister, Never imagining I’d be sixty-four all alone, All alone, Only sounds of rainContinue reading “Sound of pitter patter”