She danced

Through her youth Loved to twirlf Was good at it then she married a jealous man Told my best friend Told best women I ever knew biggest heart Empathic like her dear old Mom ‘Don’t dance your horrid!’ Instead of dancing with her He used his angry words Hurt her pride Crushed her heart 1956Continue reading “She danced”

How does a saver of plastic bottles throw away her only blood sister?

Her innocent blood sister? If I knew that the hole in my heart could be fixed. Not a world away she sits beer in her hand. Ellen Mathis told me January 2015 stood right dab on front of me she knew I was innocent if Ever harming anyone but could do Nothing about it! IContinue reading “How does a saver of plastic bottles throw away her only blood sister?”

Why are friends hard to make?

When I was young I thought one friend was enough.Others had a number. My best dearest was my mom.Then my nephews outted me. I have no idea how. I had never dated anyone. I had always loved women.They always had more class then me.I’m a rare odd breed.I love hard,true and steadfast know none ofContinue reading “Why are friends hard to make?”

Fragil

Bullied kids and adults Like kicked baby animals People are kicked Abused Lied about Narcissists keep their base close Tools used against your loved ones Narcississ bullies in families are deadly The tools they use to distroy you Recalled Remembered Will be used to seal their deaths No guilt No fear Cutting you off fromContinue reading “Fragil”

Importance of understand ‘No means NO!

Narcississ have limited intelligence they never can understand the concept of no. Take for example my older half sistrr the narcississ which is a learned behavior.When mom and dad were first married in 1956, Diana was eight. With years under her belt if making mom feel guilty about things. My moms mom second youngest inContinue reading “Importance of understand ‘No means NO!”

Honesty and my mom

A person’s honor use to be attached to our name like Peter Pan’s shadow. Our word was honor bound like a invisible contract. With false words Marian Heike’s honor was erased. My older half sister told in writting which according to Fran Phillips from Liverpool England was a legal binding document placed in the handsContinue reading “Honesty and my mom”

Expression

So many words Never really say enough Alone Lies, out of sight forgotten Broken Broken wonderful right word Graffiling with thought Missing those I still love I was expendable Memento shinning full of sparkle Marionette crumpled middle Gay daughter Easy mart always at home Oldest married five times Divorced five times In need of moneyContinue reading “Expression”

Fractured

Abuse emotional is not always sexual. My sexuality was used by an older half sister to convience my family of a filthy lie that because I was a home and never dated men.Didn’t come out until I was forty I abused and beat my mom. It was a filthy lie.She harrassed by phone and inContinue reading “Fractured”

84.Greetings:Family

Forgiving is not forgetting