Is doing your Best OK?

You try to dot all the i’s, Correct your deficient, I try to be a good person, Last year this time thought the world was gonna be ok, I was going to have better, Happier days, A lady asked me to be hers, No one ever cared to ask me, I was beyond happy, That

Where are older lesbians/women?

When I look for older friends, The kind you share life’s trails with, If I do it with Goggle they send me to lesbian porn, Every lesbian in the world knows, Lesbian do it better, Fuck porn sites! I want fun loving women, Interested in bonding, Building a thirty year friendship, Women that haven’t hang-ups

Never on time

When I think I can, Phone rings, Like a fool I answer, I was going to bed at ten, Ghost group I left but they kept buzzing me, I find it annoying, Grown up leaves left them be, I look at FB and theres the message from Paul’s wife, I have run out of things

Sad

A world without, My mom lite up rooms, Corners came to life, My baby sister thought friends were better then a Gay sister with heart, Some would say that was just how my little sister Ellen was, Maybe in her youth, The person I knew mostly was just my sister, She had some swell dogs,

Ailing friend

Always calling night/day, Her life messed up, Her pain all that matters, Wow is her, Her mom eighty-eight refuses to pick up up her bills, Eighty-eight I would love my mom alive and young, My knee was killing me today, Neighbor wanted ride to Walmart, Storm hitting by tomorrow, Keep seeking fulltime employment, Want to

I seek but one,

I seek a smile, Smile that warms my heart to smile, Heart that touches me, Eyes that twinkle, For me, The lady who sees me through my pain, The woman that knows, Understands I burn to hold her smile, A woman who understands I’m not at peace, Where my smile is warm its not in

Castaways of the Flying Dutchman by Brian Jacques

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Comforter

Last year, This time, My error, I looked forward, Anticipated, Erred, Imagined loved was the format, No one gets why when you do are bleeding internally just because its not their trauma, The blood that cut to your jugular emptied your heart, Its unconcible (might be my word its not ten to five am November

Courage

Isn’t a uniform donned, Doesn’t, No ,isn’t defined by merit, Is not a sex, Is human or animal, Allows those that have it briefly to stand apart, Courage is not defined by ones death, It’s young and old, It calls for standing up facing our fate! It can be done trembling, We all have it,

One thirty,

We will chat then, One thirty a call comes an hour early, She demanded to know why didn’t I call, Don”t I care to call her, What’s the proper response? I don’t care to jibber jabber, Love sex, Sex is better then useless conversation, When I watch TV I just want to do that, Is