My mom

Mom,Marian D.Heike, Born November forth nineteen twenty-seven Spencer Iowa at home, To Clarence Ward Bittenger of Webb,Iowa and Lottie Henrietta Starky four grade school teacher,middle child. Went to school in Spencer,Iowa, Married briefly to a bully,a wife beater,mothered a daughter,divorced Lee H after two year of being brutally beaten in California,Diana Lee was a yearContinue reading “My mom”

Diana lee Heike Dudley,Granbury, Texas sister or Satan’s concubine

Took my selfesteem, Took my good name, Lied to iowa Human Services, Lied and betrayed me to those I love the most, Bullied mom and Ellen to their death, Put two over the Counter Codine packs on our lovely browbeat diabetic eighty-seven year old mom, I told mom not to allow Diana to do thatContinue reading “Diana lee Heike Dudley,Granbury, Texas sister or Satan’s concubine”

Beloved

Photos loved ones absent, FaceBook accounts hacked, Irreplaceable memories, Gone loved ones, Stolen photo fragments, A friend, A friend lost photos of her dad, I lost last ones taken of mom and baby sister, Gone, Raped from us, Now the thief slanders us, Using our dead beloved relatives, Steps shall be taken to deal withContinue reading “Beloved”

Good deal

Every unknown email, You’ve been selected to receive, Why, How, Who!, What’s there deal?, Who are they?, Don’t call me Val, Its my name, I don’t know you, You don’t know me, Don’t request money I don’t have, Can’t earn, Want, Need, You ever seen me happy, Felt my poets tears, Saw me lost, StoodContinue reading “Good deal”

Orchestrated

Scripts, Thoughts, Music, Sounds, Words, Mathematicians, Statistics, Algorithms, Spread, Birth, Progressing, Milky Way, Pragmatists, Injury,personnel,individual, PTSD, Empath, Rebirth, Scared, Breathing, Notable, Significant, Trauma, Meter, Global warming, Money grabbing, Feelings, Emotions, A page, Thought, Atoms, Quantum, Sheldon Cooper, The globe, Eons, Dynasaurs, Education, Dictatorships, Love, Wisconsin,Black Hills, Shenandoah, My heart, Loves, Firfamily, Breathe, Poetry, Soaring, Gravity,Continue reading “Orchestrated”

Courage

Isn’t a uniform donned, Doesn’t, No ,isn’t defined by merit, Is not a sex, Is human or animal, Allows those that have it briefly to stand apart, Courage is not defined by ones death, It’s young and old, It calls for standing up facing our fate! It can be done trembling, We all have it,Continue reading “Courage”

Lonesome that’s me

Are we suppose to out live our baby sister? I missed Ellen Beth five years before my half sister crushed her, Ellen died shortly after Diana’s visit, October the twenty-ninth,twenty twenty, Four months twenty- three days after my mom my friend had a massive stroke due to codeine posining. Codine packs in Texas are notContinue reading “Lonesome that’s me”

Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,

Concept beyond truth, Ellen Beth Heike Mathis lost at fifty-nine, October 29th,twenty-Twenty one, I see her smile in woman walking my way, I miss her so, Thought she to hide, Drink of chose Miller light, Ellen rocked, I foolishly thought we were friends, Thought she knew how proud I was of her, One day inContinue reading “Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,”

Fifty,(a,b,c)

https://youtube.com/shorts/PwN864Vpuco?feature=share https://youtube.com/shorts/YaX47anW9qM?feature=share Math disability is a real thing,it’s the reason most students fail out . No one heard me when I said this is math disability. https://valwhitewolfmedia.wordpress.com/2021/10/06/mad-skills/

Take flight

Abuse, Bullying, Fear, Trauma, Something, Nothing, Fear, …. .Fear, Fear, A kitten to close to my head, Anything climbing or on me, Nothing, Nothing, Nothing, Narcississitic lies, About my character, Lies of my abusing someone I love, Loosing all those I loved, At gumpoint of lies, Empty, Vaccumous,void, Abyss, Painful as if a shot wereContinue reading “Take flight”

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