Scars cut through

No one knows the venom narcississ inject, Lies that steal not only your good name, Lies allow you to see nothing but cowards! Its easier to follow a narcississ then stand up to them, That cowardice took my baby sister’s life, Being helpless and trapped took my mom’s life too, Are there no hero’s? IContinue reading “Scars cut through”

Tippy tippy top girl

Ellen Beth Heike was that girl, Ellen where’s my kid sister, I was always a kid in the ground looking up, Proud my baby sister reach the top, Until you reach the time without me, Sisters are supposed to grow old together, How do you grow old together what is gone, Species life alone leavesContinue reading “Tippy tippy top girl”

Needing

Praying with anticipation purring with anticipation, Sadie has wandered into the room, CPSTD -emotional distress causes me to panic, Everything and everyone set it off, My narcississistic half sister damaged all in her wake, Diana the Titanic, Even Sadie trying to find a comphy place to lie, https://cptsdfoundation.org/2020/06/15/narcissistic-abuse-and-complex-post-traumatic-stress-disorder/ Panic mode sucks Diana will have murderedContinue reading “Needing”

Severe Trauma

Witnessing it, Living it, In WWI it was a joke, Called shell shock, In other wars it was a shooting offence, People were called coward! My baby sister was a coward, Ellen paid with her life, Couldn’t stand up for me to our half sister, You’d never call a fireman a coward, Its identified nowContinue reading “Severe Trauma”

Putting away

How do you put family as if in a bag, Out of site, Not call, Not text, Not email, Treat as if dead, All they have are lies told by a narcissist , I the one forgotten, I the one like Elf on the shelf, I miss them, I miss hugs, Miss family, Miss caring,Continue reading “Putting away”

Business is business

First I thought, Can’t change prices if you people liked a book, Then thought ‘What a stupid notion!’ If customer liked the book more they would have purchased it, Until a sale the books inventory, Product like your child to see to its well being, Might be incorrect anology but “Every book or products wellContinue reading “Business is business”

Comparing

Life’s scratches, I have a friend sure her bumps and scratches beat mine, Life is like a game, Their turn to chat, Then when its yours they say ‘well Val you can’t compare your pain to mine!’ Come on,how would she know she blows me off, Changes happen in time, Not right away, But ourContinue reading “Comparing”

The man with long white hair and a beard

Today two hundred mile round trip, Saw usual land marks, Sand pit, Old tall stump no arms thats decorated, Three colored knee high mushrooms in a field, I don’t know why there there they just are, Three squadrons of geese flying in formation, I never think if geese flying before fall, Across from me atContinue reading “The man with long white hair and a beard”

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sangContinue reading “Oldest and youngest”

Sno cone girl

Soft sweet girl, Tough butch, Ticklish vegan, Geogian peach, Sno cone girl, Last week I used a bowl from the set I bought her, She left in our cupboard, She in the box on the floor, Mom use to do that, I had to threaten to put her new gift on the curb before she’dContinue reading “Sno cone girl”

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