I look around,

In parking lots, It’s Ellen’s face I see, Walking my way, Tears ketch in my throat, Halloween will never be the same, Ellen loved dressing up, Going out, Hanging with her friends, Like Cheers ‘Norm!, Home town bars knew her name, My heart rips from my chest, The twenty-ninth October, Like with mom’s passing, June

Surround

You are a universe but not universal, You are an Island not eater but things encompass you, Your,my sense of emotional reality is a variant, Like an equation, Numeral in depth, Nomical in discription, As an Empath I pick up emotions, Like the old expression on bad apple ruins my temper, Like an anvil I

Pillows

In sixty-three years have had four special pillows, A red stripped that was mine, Mom and Nana’s small pillows, And a once sister’s green stripped pillow, Then I met a long purple pillow, Her owner found me lost, But delivered me to my door today, I no longer have the girl, JoAnna a goody two

What do you hear?

Say someone says I’m board, I want to go for a ride? Do you think oh joy we will make a loop the same old crap and come back? Hearing how much a person hates the uglyiness of your state! I think where do you want to go? To which I’m told the Mississippi river,

Why should people hire home workers,

There’s the obvious no electric bills, Smaller company’s foot print, Fewer people on the roads driving, No late employees, No uniforms, Monitor from the company, “No workie,(my word) No payee, Higher retention, No high insurance, no big factory, Why do people want to work at home, Less money spent while.others raise your children, No embarrassing

Love animals

Wanted all my like my two degrees, Got neither, TBI suffered smashing head first into a road, August 8th,4 pm,2008, Lynn Morrow retired attorney,ninety-three,Waukon,Iowa struck me walking my ten speed through a cross walk, Luther College failed me out, Told them at Junior college after my paper on math disabilities six percent can not test

Applied to a job,(the dude just called me over and over 5 times while I was on the phone)

A lucrative job, Three days, Three hours, Not writing or videoing, Not met the guy whose dog I’d walk and bath and take to Vet. The son in Virginia I find beyond annoying, Last night he badgered me for both sides my license, Six he called me on my work phone, Twice while I read,

Enough already!

Yes I get when I’m being used by a christian, Looks same as everyone else, I expect more from those that put out how holy they are, I’m not going to stop being a good person, I was falsely accused if abusing the one I loved most, My mom, Did not get my life, My

Escape from a Narcississ

Only done once, Only done by death, They never have a clue, Ex-husbands jumped like rats from Diana Lee, She as a ship sunk! Mother Marian D. Heike trapped by filthy lies, Diana Lee lied me onto Elder Abuse, Lying to crappy human services Federal offense, She did it twice, Same lies, I didn’t know

Crisis

What is devestating to me is a(ta da!) Why? Crisis! A crisis to me is no money fir foos or rent! Judy who owes me aproximatly forty seven hundred, Her response is was I just gave you. Fifty dollars. Thats for food. No that fifties on a future bill, Give, Give, Not bloody likely, That