Come a long way

There was a time,

Wanted to be liked so,

When stranges said that’s nice I’d simply say ‘want it!’

Then bingo Bango,

A perfect stranger would have what I loved,

That had not occured yfir sometime,

Today sitting minding my P’s and Q’s,

A guy scared the crap out of me,

Tapped on my glass of my passenger window he did,

Told me my wind ketcher was the nicest he ever saw,

I paused half a second,

Then I said its the nicest I ever saw too,

Then I said gave a good day,

I find no need any longer to share or give what I live away,

Cured by a christian claimer,

I don’t have to give away lived things by those I like or love for anyone to like me,

I’m a writer,thespian, pagan, loves animals,Virginia and Wisconsin.

Those who know me do and those that don’t life’s not done yet,

Big hug to those that read me,

Sammie and his Georgia,

Penny and Cricket and the kitties,

Penny I do so love my Dream Ketcher,


Half three has struck,

Time to frolic is Gone,

The clock with no battery has ticked,

I have bidded you’ll goodnight,

Head in my red hood,

My favorite old red sweatshirt with ripped pocket,

Time for one more scenic stroll,

Little room down the hall,

Then to the kitchen to click off the fan,

Time to shut down for a few hours,

Mr Black got kitty spit on my sheet from eating his cheese,

Good night,

Vintage Mustang

No judge of ancient car flesh,

Looked like at least sixty something,

Picking up paper work for heating assistance,

I wanted to ask,

She was white with black trim,

These are expensive collector cars to maintain,

I thought it was weird that a newer model followed me from Independence,Iowa to Quasqueton,Iowa,

Two In one day,

Really old white black trim,

Younger red,

Horses running free,

Sim card

This weekend I bought a phone a Verizon phone for a heck of a deal it doesn’t work. When in the US Cellular to get a Sims not a US Cellular Verizon to get a SIMs card thinking that that was what wasn’t working cuz it has a charge.

The lady at the counter says hello marketplace for $50 then you’ll have $50 I said what if if it doesn’t work it’s not cheating she says some rich person probably buy it for their child to play with they won’t matter if it works or not I still think that’s wrong but I don’t know maybe I just have a better sense of play I’m fair play I don’t know.

I still think that’s fair but had a second phone you’re still here that I’ve not used for a month I actually 5 months so it really didn’t have a SIM card in it so I took the SIM card out of the new phone and put it in the phone that had been resting for 5 months. I was going to go to Manchester and pay them a donation on they want $166.99 for two phones being online I have only one phone online the other one has a big old gapping hole that is God it actually it’s tape together with Scotch tape.

The young lady said I can’t believe they let you go with that. I said well it has all my data on my phone .Penny says go with a goverment phone, the neighbor said all the phone numbers are on the SIM card.

The kady at Verizon said no it’s not. She said they used to be but now only thing on the sim card is where you connect your Internet to and your phone will work without it.

I found that out so I am leaving that phone in the car I’m taking the other phone that has that SIM card inside cuz I have a card in it ever turns on. I can program it in to use it we’ll see.

I said what’s the cheapest one you have here she says 260 well that’s not doable . I refuse to go with the government phone my neighbor had one of those and he put all sorts of things on it and they’re always sending you commercials and they’ll even interrupt you while you’re doing something with their commercial no one was that.

Twenty-eight to go

Suck that Pat,

If any old friend tell you not to write,


Right now Write,

Their view on who you are is Fucked up!

If you like me are at peace when you write,

Write often,


Peace Eternal beats the hell out of others opinions all the time!

Be You!

Bee U!

Be at peace!

When I write I soar!

For me a smartphone is a tool,

Not a game,

Not a meeting place,

Not a place,

Nor a small TV,

A smartphone is a business tool,

My miniature typewriter,

Why because when I write I’m not in others shadow!

I rise!

I soar!

This wolf howls,

Val Whitewolf is,

I need No one to approve my name a vision quest gave me on a Black Hill in Dakota in nineteen ninety four,

Sioux blood runs in my viens not this reincarnation,

But it is there,

Somethings just are,

I am,

A wordsmith,

A wielder of words,

A writer,

Harm None

White magic,


Most harm done,

Carriers ,

Wearers ofa cross,

A symbol,

A Rabbi,

Peace loving man,

Gospels purpose to fill a church,

Points of interest stollen from Druids,

Ancient as time religion considered of.less worth,

Incense used,

Yule log burnt,

Bells rung,

A peaceful religion,

A peace loving people,

An entity,

Druids feared by Christians,




Like cats during the Black death,

Cats were at first seen as carriers,

Too sad,

Too funny ancient Egypt saw cats like other animals had worth,

Were more then ornaments,

Black death came in to Europe on rats from Alexander from Northern Africa,

No animal yo kill rats,

Assinine humans killed cats,

White Wicca,

Religion moto,

Do no harm,

Chapter 1, Harmed more

My narcissistic half sister harmed me more and getting hit by a car. She cut my heart out she stole my family and she ruined my good name. A****** say let It go forget about it it was a long ago. It took her from 2:10 to 2:14 December 3rd to force our mother from her home.

I swore when I was 9 years old she would never go to a home and I would take care of her. It was a fourth year college student and had taken me seven and a half years to get there I’ve been at Junior College three and a half years before I transferred into Luther. Luther College Decorah Iowa.

I was asking major I wanted to teach college level history one day specializing in military history then when gays and lesbians were eventually seen for our contribution in history Americans history I wanted to teach that. Never got the chance.

I started college January Two oh eight. Started school at Northeast Iowa community College team classes online at the wellness center across from the new High School in Waukon Iowa. There was a kid a bully his name is Zack. Every time I got up in class to go to the bathroom I would come back and he would be rooting through my pencil box or holding all my pens in his hands.

Where’s Zack would follow me to the bathroom and yeah that’s the wrong room that is harassment I drove that b******* I had no intention of taking it from a child I was 50, Zack was a mentally disturbed young man going to school so you could work in social work.

I contacted the school I wanted something done to stop him from this disturbing behavior. He sent an old friend of mine they called her that Dean of women my old friend didn’t have a degree she worked at the college they sent her to me because he knew I was gay and her sister was gay.

Rhonda told me she knew everything there was about being gay she told me there was it wasn’t a big thing her sister Ruth was gay. She said I had to get past this that I had to let it go I didn’t let it go. One of my classmates and culture University knew the dean she called the dean for me one day.

I told her the situation I said the school has sent someone they said was a dean of women and she says we don’t have any dean of women we don’t have any psychologist on staff I’m pretty sure that that was a lie she asked me what I wanted done. I said I wanted that Zack to stop.

It stopped. Found that amazing. After my second semester and cultural diversity of my final I got on my bike to ride home. I would cross 76 the highway and take 8th avenue to the fairgrounds go down or through the fairgrounds and wangle over to my folk’s house. I lost my home in November of 205 is in Virginia lesbians were not protected under the law for Equal Housing.

I’ve been with my folks on almost all my life I helped where I could got teased by family cuz I didn’t date men. Those of us are gay have no role models do the best we can do to survive. Many of us do a thing that I didn’t know was a thing we tried to get rid of ourselves and we either succeed or fail.

Never come out to your half sister. It was August 11th 4:00 p.m. I was on my rifle I was riding into the sun. Little white car had come up behind me it was quite a way it’s back and I I knew where it was cuz I’ve been biking since I was five for 45 years.

I was even with 5th Street and 8th avenue I thought I’d just walk my bike across the street I had gotten my 10-speed my first semester after my first semester. First time my life I taken Three B’s I hated school when I was a kid the teachers were horrible I had maybe five teacher that were decent Mrs Fiet, she was my fifth grade teacher. Mrs.Becenhaurer taught German Class in high school.Mr.Stampfee taught Algebra,Mr.Angel taught golf and driving and Mr.Bruce taught Play production.

Never saw a B on High School.Mickey Maynard and her best friend I met in Virginia from North Carolina sent me thirty dollars a small fortune.I bought a used ten speed. I had my backpack I bought in Harrisonburg on my back.

Time stops literately when a car turns a corner and is aiming at you. I so wanted to see mom NCIS was starting and mom had made Diana Lee’s home made Taco Soup. I see it over and over instant replay The car swept me onto the hood. I instantly covered my eyes with the bend of my left elbow.

Crushing glass my elbow went dead center into the windshield. I blew out all his air bags. My eleven elderly ladies{nine Irish and two Norweign} the absolutely best guardian angels you ever seen kept my eyes safe. I think my dad’s mom was the leader of um. See if I had gotten cut I would nit be here to write this . I need no stitches on that elbow. My head didn’t enter the window.

When Lynn Morrow the retired attorney finally stopped his car after driving over my bike I hit the concrete with such force it smashed my right wrist to bits. Got glass aand rocks in my hairline. Was picked up and tied to a board. They cut off my backpack. A Dr.Schwartz set my wrist.The car moved my left knee over. No catscan or MIR was done i wasn’t kept over night.

That night With a cast on I was in making supper like normal with my mom. It took seven years to get an MIR.I was unable to get my BA due to a math disability. I have a TBI.

Coconut oil

Really not hard,

They don’t car to be greasy,

Sophie still not have any on her,

It appears to have few flees on hair left,

Chester is no longer fluffy,

He didn’t care for the oil ‘At All!’

Mr.Black loved the taste,

Lady looks at me like I’m awful now.

Bear blanket needs a good wash and to be hung out on my line,

I bought the last $22 dollar US Celluar phone at Walmart in Decorah Iowa ,

Saw Jean,

Jean looks well still like a prisoner,

No books of any worth at Recycle center,

Got to go to Walmart get my rent & utilities and Alliant Energy and The bit I’m going to give to USCelluar,

Penniless in two days,

God that sucks,

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