Just seems like

Yesterday was Saturday, I was in love, Seven oclock in Iowa p.m., Iowa PBS, Dame Judieth Dench, Better as all things, More, Spice, More lovely, And yet on TV, Forever love Brit Comedies, Good neighbors I longed to be self safficient, Americans are kept from that, Assinine social welfare program, At its start , RooseveltContinue reading “Just seems like”

That Army Drill

Company D, We had a woman, As a child I took her as just annoying, Annoying was her job, Its that woman who pounded it into me work, Put self before now, Climb hill, Shoot the M-16, Nineteen seventy seven I was such a child, No confidence, Dad an alcoholic, Youngest child, Dad tried, TrainingContinue reading “That Army Drill”

My Nana,

Voice cracked when sang in church, How odd things grand daughters recall, Me what I recall, We all can sit with those we love, Recall nuisances others might never care to take note of, Nana was pure Norsk, Norsk means Norwegian, Lottie Henrietta Starkey was married in nineteen twenty-two at twenty four, Fourth grade teacher,Continue reading “My Nana,”

Tears

Light my way, Separate from thought, Empaths who are true, Like onions we weep, My peers touch me from their works, If I feel nothing I stop reading them, Like stores that give good service, The company name touch me, I smile or recall why and never return, I love Neta Jackson, Neta wrote theContinue reading “Tears”

When are people whats best for people?

No clue! We loose those we love by others nasty humans, We grow believing if we do right, If we care for those we love they are safe from monsters, No one ever tells us beware monsters, Watch out for narcississ? Narcississ hide in clothes of loved ones, They bleed lies that like acid burnsContinue reading “When are people whats best for people?”

What a word Time!

Use to look forward to Time with the Heike cousins, As a child looking forward made horrible things vanish, Family. lost Becky Rohr Clark to cancer, Dad(Dr.L.N.Heike) 2012 dementia Mom{ Marian D.Bittenger Heike) murdered by Diana Lee Dudly two codine packs a week) on our diabetic my best pal and mom. Ellen Beth Heike Mathis,Continue reading “What a word Time!”

How do you stand tall?

How do I look forward? How do I look to growing old? Mom and Ellen,Karen and Laurie gone, Taken from me leaving me with tears, Touched so deeply, Others will go, Will they ever care the memory I hold? Enveloped deep within, Hearts of hearts, Recorded, smelled, felt.scared. We hold so much many never seeContinue reading “How do you stand tall?”

Eyee/ore(Val spelling)

Friend to Winnie, Humor dry, Comon sense, No jibber jabber, Been told sound like Ei/ore, I simply want to.retirn to reading, Totally sucks, Preparing.taxes, First time in probally twenty-six years, No money means no taxes, Mom’s death left me money to invest in my business, Small business useless goverment agency, No assistance to entrepreneurs inContinue reading “Eyee/ore(Val spelling)”

Only son was a daughter

Since nine I was dads tool, Yard work was mine, Cutting yard,cleaning out under mower, Cutting limbs,transferring small trees, Taking out trash, Always better then being stuck in kitchen or house, Mom rocked great cook loved to clean, Younger sister ran in a gang in school, Older half sister daughter of an abuser, White trash,Continue reading “Only son was a daughter”

Witnesses to the truth

In 2012,Diana Lee Dudley first lied me on the Elder Abuse, Said Marian D.Heike was bedridden,beaten and starved,lies, All Diana’s lies were false , false, Dr.Houg knows the truth, Chiropractor,Scot Houg’s wife, Waukon,Iowa, I pity others like myself falsely accused of Elder Abuse, Human Service lick up the lies of the real abuser, It isContinue reading “Witnesses to the truth”