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Most of your life, Lived not for joy, Not for you, Void of passion, Just to get by, That’s not me, Never was, Not square peg gal, Nor round,, Oblong that’s me, People you,me, never should try to fit others eyes, People still twenty twenty -one want likes, Want color, I need excitement,flavor,and a lady,gal,Out,Continue reading “Next chapter”

Just because some of us can not stand,

. Doesn’t mean we cannot process thought, Hawkins seems to me that’s his name, Smart bloke, fan of Sheldon Cooper, Sure Sheldon was fictious but for many geeks like me not so much, Hawking’s was a quad, I ‘ be been struck twice by cars, Today I did nine meals on wheels, Bet I brokeContinue reading “Just because some of us can not stand,”

It’s hard not to inwardly smile

Last night at three, With a small it of dread, Up my phone picked I, Florida I called, Nearly did not call, Cecilia my friend, Always in pain, Cecila like spoiled milk sometimes, She’s unsettling, She has it all, I have me, Cats, And U! My day in scheme of things matters not! It didContinue reading “It’s hard not to inwardly smile”

I look around,

In parking lots, It’s Ellen’s face I see, Walking my way, Tears ketch in my throat, Halloween will never be the same, Ellen loved dressing up, Going out, Hanging with her friends, Like Cheers ‘Norm!, Home town bars knew her name, My heart rips from my chest, The twenty-ninth October, Like with mom’s passing, JuneContinue reading “I look around,”

Ever think one you talk to was dead?

I was dead twice, Two fourteen December third, Ten o three p.m., that’s why I’m perfect to sell Life insurance, I know what I lost, I know the value of a will, I would never jest about a fire, Assume someone who perished that way would appreciate what might be lost in a fire, OnlyContinue reading “Ever think one you talk to was dead?”

Are you talking?

To mee? Noooooo! Then whoo! They listen, They never scream back, They cuddle, They never lie, They Never betray, They tolerate weird clothing, They look to you for understanding and concern, When CPTSD me scream u rationally to them and…, Yes at them, Like I can’t tolerate Sophie on my back, Like a crazy womenContinue reading “Are you talking?”

Vultures

Circling over prey, That’s what it feels like, Alone Ok n a sea of straight non poets, I do nothing but write and stay home, No income stops one from connecting, Like dominoes, In a design, Missing that one piece, Centered just right, Causation propells forward motion, Desires not string enough, Change takes more thenContinue reading “Vultures”

Broken trust!

Humans do it all the time, Trust never recovers, My half sister was first, Took her gay sister to hell, Tossed me and my good names away, For what purpose Hers, Destroying mom, In end murdering, Making what mother loved, What meant most to mom worthless, Mom was finally free, Dad was dead, Her firstContinue reading “Broken trust!”