Chapter 6,Message in a bottle,Nicholas Sparks,My favorite three chapters

1.Chapter 6a, https://youtu.be/TxrQy35PMO0 Chapter 6b, https://youtu.be/19f1waYR0og Chapter 6c, https://youtu.be/6ckbWfel8Uo Chapter 6d, https://youtu.be/8ZCrH6eT5Mw

Outside

Outside is a goal Outside was always easy Outside was safe Outside was full of games: Hide and seek Red rover,red Rover Cops and robbers Then with youth bullies were in the house and at school That was no problem I got hiding Hiding I understood I ws a home body none of the demonsContinue reading “Outside”

Epilogue See me! Nicholas Sparks(a)

Chapter 13,Lancaster County Amish Christmas by Suzanne Woods Fisher

End of Chapter 12,Yada,Yada religious group gets decked out by Neta Jackson

She loved here

Born here 1927 Iowan until here word ment NOTHING An older daughter pursured her Over and over she said No Narcississ hear nothing Crime it was Proof was there To easy to find Easier to dirty innocent gay sister Torch a laundry room off the street Never harmed a soul She loved horses Her homeContinue reading “She loved here”

Fractured

Abuse emotional is not always sexual. My sexuality was used by an older half sister to convience my family of a filthy lie that because I was a home and never dated men.Didn’t come out until I was forty I abused and beat my mom. It was a filthy lie.She harrassed by phone and inContinue reading “Fractured”

Lonliness is hard work

People say they love being alone People lie or really necer been abandoned! To loose ones whole family and innocent of lies Causes me to ponder Gospels,five men unknown to a rabbi named Jesus gain his earthly kingdom because they excelled at lying in his name? I miss and only have scraps of memories JustContinue reading “Lonliness is hard work”