Severe Trauma

Witnessing it, Living it, In WWI it was a joke, Called shell shock, In other wars it was a shooting offence, People were called coward! My baby sister was a coward, Ellen paid with her life, Couldn’t stand up for me to our half sister, You’d never call a fireman a coward, Its identified nowContinue reading “Severe Trauma”

Glamor

Glam, Fixed up, Changed, Morals matter, How animals are treated matter, Saw a TikTok yesterday pointing out the inhuman treating babylambs all for the goddamn Fucking keching! pound,dollar , yen,lira, Severing baby lambs tails {{mot goving the sentient animal Anything for the pain!!!???????!!!!! Leaving open Wounds that flies lay theitlt babies in !!?? What kindContinue reading “Glamor”

Eighteen years in the ER

Catholic hospital,Waterloo,IA, Can’t give out drugs to stop , Err abstain from pregnancy , Can placed disabled hard working nurse who worked eighteen years in ER on temporary disability, Nurse Atta we will call her, Worked sixteen hour days, Nurses use to stay in rooms not used so short on staff, Can’t now,now they stayContinue reading “Eighteen years in the ER”

Sometimes going home is needed,

Yesterday I did stuff, Worked on my porch for nearly two hours, Had no laying around money to rotate my soil, All the raw veg I saved from November to today rested in my tub garden on top Walmart dirt, Three layers deep, You might pounder how I know then depth, Well! Normal everyday peopleContinue reading “Sometimes going home is needed,”

Shaken

Typically I shake, Struck fifth street with my right upper lob two thousand and eight, Dr.Schortz,Waukon,Iowa ER set my wrist right was smashed to bits, I arrived that afternoon,August eleventh about five pm after laying on fifth street nearly an hour, Tied to a board, So that evening found me standing by the stove withContinue reading “Shaken”

Too much!

One cat who I use to love pushes me beyond angry, This is not good for me, Not good for her, So I’m going back before my half sister murdered mom, Forced my younger sister to drink herself to death, Back when family gathering were for first time in my life fun, Dad was inContinue reading “Too much!”

Some of us

Like lost animals we seek where we belong, Lonliness kind of prison, I listen, I hear emptiness, Stillness, Is this life, Is this future, Wheres laughter? Wheres our better half, The half that make us whole?

Trauma

Begets fear, Bullying, Lies beget believers, Innocent gets you crushed, Lonliness, Being fearful even from love, Feelings, Cornered, Trapped, All from Not bombs bursting in air! Shell shock mine from narcississ half sister who mom told seventy times a day ‘ No I”m not leaving my home,my family & friends or my cat!’ Mom andContinue reading “Trauma”

Rolling

Twenty-twenty two still invisible, Rolling, Mentally acute, Why still when I say I’m disabiled others some think retarded? I saw a man last month on metal legs, I thought how cool no knee pain, Rolling, Disabiled survived going through a car windshield at fifty, Nearly fourteen years later , Still plugging on, I want toContinue reading “Rolling”

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