April 11th, will always play upon my heart

Ellen B. Heike Mathis, Fifty-nine, October twenty-nine dead, Pain tetched through her heart, Bullied and told falsely accusing a blood sister of Elder Abuse ‘Didn’t matter,Ellen’s pain enveloped her existence. Slowly died intoxicated, My baby sister, Mother, Grand mother, Gone, Born sixty years today, My love started her journey south today, My heart drives shotContinue reading “April 11th, will always play upon my heart”

Peoples garbage

Don’t be bringing who others were to a relationship We are not responsible for how others treated you! I never hurt others yet bare their scars, Don’t compare me to other women who hurt you, Don’t find fault if I bring you an Easter gift three days early and assume its a prank because itsContinue reading “Peoples garbage”

Witness

A dear one believe it is foolish to see out a priest, Just as soon talk to a Rabbi, I feel bewidered, lost, Like R2D2 I have thoughts and questions, No one to share them to, I’m not seeking a forgiveness just an ear, An ear of someone who will hear the pain I sufferContinue reading “Witness”

Hated words!

Ugly words! Sticky words, Words that elevate you, Words that humiliate you, Knowing goes hand in hand with feeling, ‘Something stinks, and I’m not cleaning that up!’ Your butt is wet! { if my butt is wet or not is not others place to announce what you know!} Did you do ‘that?’ That was AwesomelyContinue reading “Hated words!”

Invisable clothes

Wear a lifetime, The sworn and abuse doused upon you by indifference. Dust in the wind, Sands of time, Tears on my pillow, Knife marks on an arm, Then your alone, Not your fault, Not her fault, Still a door shuts in your heart, I’ll never smile again when not reading a book, Returnings notContinue reading “Invisable clothes”

Sky as blue as cornflowers

Silly but true, The husk silk found on corn snot blue, The cornflower delicate and true, Blooms near the ground and blue, Sure sign winter’s gone, Robin’s return, Calf’s baying for their ma’s, Bull frogs are jumping, somewhere fish are biting, In my minds eye sit I, Bucket of thick nighcrawlers sliming the dirt, AContinue reading “Sky as blue as cornflowers”

How lucky, does luck pay a part.

Today I was told the horrors, Grandfathers who sex starved appetites got them off, Holding baby grand daughters, How very lucky I was, My grandfathers both German, Both decent men, Mom’s dad Clarence Ward Bittenger, Dad’s dad Paul Jon Andrew Heike, Is luck a blessing, I think so, In Georgia even when the abuse wasContinue reading “How lucky, does luck pay a part.”

Family murder fire starter Narcississ bully

When mom died all Diana Lee wanted, Gaslight a most awesome friend and mom. Not perfect that doesn’t matter, That never matter, I always wish she saw me like other mothers viewed their daughters of a certain age, If mother had been able to see Diana for what she was maybe we could have stoodContinue reading “Family murder fire starter Narcississ bully”

Trepadation

Terrific sounding word, Old as time, Well older then me, Trepadation, consern, Dedication, Medication, Volume, Sound, Cadence of ones thoughts, Viewing Saint Loius Arch, Manifest Destiny, Historic, Georgia here I come, Trepadation, Concentration, Irrigation, Moments spent in her eyes, Her hand envelooed in mine, Time, Spent, Trees, Path, Home, Wink,Wink,

Chapter 8,Agatha Raisin & witch Wyckhadden by M.C.Beaton

Chapter 8a, https://youtu.be/G-a6G6vQK4A Chapter 8b, https://youtu.be/8lGjMqFmkfM Chapter 8c, https://youtu.be/y2Ftf9FD-0c