Damaged,abused,left

When life hurts, When those you love believe lies, When you loose those that made your heart sing, Bearing the beating of your heart daily, Knowing they will never know how they still make you bleed internally, Silent tears, Lonliness, Emptiness is worse, There is no time limit on loss love, Loss of your goodContinue reading “Damaged,abused,left”

Sure hope

Long ass, Long ass summer twenty-two, Long ass summer is through, God aweful heat, Global Warming started officially in March last, Marched through like the Atrutians, Before Romans, Big and brutal, It was so warm my birth month we had a tornado fly by, March in northern Iowa is. Normally so damn cold Iowan’s areContinue reading “Sure hope”

Kite tale,

Kitten tale, Leaping six feet, Goal in mind, Target set, Full no rooms to lent, The mother load achieved, Dead and in varing degrees of demise, Fly strip, Iowa’s third major crop, No farmers Re outstanding in their fields disgusting this years yield, The potential for having topped last year is huge! Schnuggles jumps getsContinue reading “Kite tale,”

Tippy tippy top girl

Ellen Beth Heike was that girl, Ellen where’s my kid sister, I was always a kid in the ground looking up, Proud my baby sister reach the top, Until you reach the time without me, Sisters are supposed to grow old together, How do you grow old together what is gone, Species life alone leavesContinue reading “Tippy tippy top girl”

Needing

Praying with anticipation purring with anticipation, Sadie has wandered into the room, CPSTD -emotional distress causes me to panic, Everything and everyone set it off, My narcississistic half sister damaged all in her wake, Diana the Titanic, Even Sadie trying to find a comphy place to lie, https://cptsdfoundation.org/2020/06/15/narcissistic-abuse-and-complex-post-traumatic-stress-disorder/ Panic mode sucks Diana will have murderedContinue reading “Needing”

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sangContinue reading “Oldest and youngest”

Just breathe

Moment by moment, Just breathe, Stars ignite, Tears fall, Just breathe, Eyes are full, Years flip by Heart aches, A giggle is heard, Just breathe, A puppy barks, A kitten purrs, A baby cries, I sigh, Those I love taken away, Alone stands I, One lesbian butch alone weeps, Just breathe,

What a card?

Must be male, Can’t wait to shove cat food all over the floor, My spell check starts the wrong word before I’m done, What a card use to refer to a joker, Not in a deck, A person who imagined what they did was humorous, Things dad did were funny older on life only toContinue reading “What a card?”

Intellect Assassin

People who willy Nilly say mean things, Friend or foe, Insulting the intellect of an older person, That person me, Doesn’t fly, I simply told Celia, A conversation is two ways, People have the right to be heard, She told me if I had other friends I could talk to them, She told me sheContinue reading “Intellect Assassin”

Family

Grow up! See your children parents for people, When your eighty and your children are in their fifties, Parent’s your children are now adults, Parent’s Grow up, My own parents treated other people my age as adults, And me I was always just Val, Respect works both ways,

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