I breathe

Best excersise ever, Reading out loud, Died twice burnt lungs, December 3rd,2014, First videos I did, Worked through learning to breath, One of first videos I did, Lincoln Center Honors, Today on YouTube another rude remark, Three years ago since June,YouTube Channel, Val’s Whitewolf Media, I was told I sounded like a stalker, You getContinue reading “I breathe”

Trauma

We all got it, It’s different, It’s difficult, At sixty- three when those you loved are beyond your grasp, That’s in my disfunctional family we had a Narcissists, Those I love were taken completely from my view lies, Took the Narcissists two and a half years of harassment and verbal attacks and a set fireContinue reading “Trauma”

Fear Consumes

People weild it, Bullies use it to cripple us, Fear is a tool, Our tool, Fear is our tool, Shout it! Fear is ours! No Narcississ controls you, They try to use Fear against choisen victim, I was a victim, My mom was her victim,. My baby sister Diana Lee’s victim! I fight against theContinue reading “Fear Consumes”

Only way to fight Narcississ bullies who have harmed you is write all the horrors you suffered through vie their existance!

Robbie dobbie doo

A name if fond memories, Stirs great love until, Until 2014 August, August 2014 he joined firces with his Narcississitic mother, Needed to ruin moms life, His mom daughter of a wife beater, Needed to force mother under hus moms thumb, Multitude if reasons major one, Like a line of Boy friends and husbands, TheyContinue reading “Robbie dobbie doo”

Automated grandchildren

When I was a kid, We had no electric games, We played around the neighborhood, Except for birthday parties we entered No ones home, We had board games, When family came to visit, We went to greet them, Like Elliot from E.T. then dragged the children cousins to our rooms, Sometimes grandma too, My neighbotContinue reading “Automated grandchildren”

When is a good deed detramental to doer?

Well last June my mom died, Mom always made do, Mom always did without, Scrimp and save, We never knew how she put by, Like a Norweign/Welsh/German squirrel, Mom went without, When I gat money I saw she got more then need, My half and full sister gave mom clothing, Neither had taste, Neither hadContinue reading “When is a good deed detramental to doer?”

The Masons alive n well

Wish you could meet Sherry and Sammy my mom Marian D.Heike would call Sherry the Salt of the earth. Knights of old went to war, smiling going to their deaths because they were fighting for the honor of love. LGBTQ community love that strongly too! Today been threatened twice by a member of Sherries familyContinue reading “The Masons alive n well”

Hard to imagine

When I was a kid never thought mom and dad will be gone. Dad’s been gone since twenty twelve, Wish dad never left, I miss mom every breathe My half sister like a hungry dog started Gaslighting mom to force her from her home, Twenty-ten, Diana’s last husband divorced her after one year. See menContinue reading “Hard to imagine”