Lonesome that’s me

Are we suppose to out live our baby sister? I missed Ellen Beth five years before my half sister crushed her, Ellen died shortly after Diana’s visit, October the twenty-ninth,twenty twenty, Four months twenty- three days after my mom my friend had a massive stroke due to codeine posining. Codine packs in Texas are notContinue reading “Lonesome that’s me”

Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,

Concept beyond truth, Ellen Beth Heike Mathis lost at fifty-nine, October 29th,twenty-Twenty one, I see her smile in woman walking my way, I miss her so, Thought she to hide, Drink of chose Miller light, Ellen rocked, I foolishly thought we were friends, Thought she knew how proud I was of her, One day inContinue reading “Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,”

What’s it to be lied onto Elder Abuse by a narcississ half sister who at all cost wanted family property.’Cub Lake,in Sawyer County,Wisconsin.

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Broken trust!

Humans do it all the time, Trust never recovers, My half sister was first, Took her gay sister to hell, Tossed me and my good names away, For what purpose Hers, Destroying mom, In end murdering, Making what mother loved, What meant most to mom worthless, Mom was finally free, Dad was dead, Her firstContinue reading “Broken trust!”

Orange,purple,red,pink,

Around the spectrum, Green,violent, Not clothing, Hair, Yeppers hair, Let’s for a moment imagine, Close your eyes, Step into my time machines, Watch the step, We are returning to my youth, Merrigo rounds, Brass rings,fun house up at the lakes, Lake Okaboji, All mom’s had normal hair, Mom’s were our mom’s, Friends were the onesContinue reading “Orange,purple,red,pink,”

I breathe

Best excersise ever, Reading out loud, Died twice burnt lungs, December 3rd,2014, First videos I did, Worked through learning to breath, One of first videos I did, Lincoln Center Honors, Today on YouTube another rude remark, Three years ago since June,YouTube Channel, Val’s Whitewolf Media, I was told I sounded like a stalker, You getContinue reading “I breathe”

Trauma

We all got it, It’s different, It’s difficult, At sixty- three when those you loved are beyond your grasp, That’s in my disfunctional family we had a Narcissists, Those I love were taken completely from my view lies, Took the Narcissists two and a half years of harassment and verbal attacks and a set fireContinue reading “Trauma”

Fear Consumes

People weild it, Bullies use it to cripple us, Fear is a tool, Our tool, Fear is our tool, Shout it! Fear is ours! No Narcississ controls you, They try to use Fear against choisen victim, I was a victim, My mom was her victim,. My baby sister Diana Lee’s victim! I fight against theContinue reading “Fear Consumes”

Only way to fight Narcississ bullies who have harmed you is write all the horrors you suffered through vie their existance!

Robbie dobbie doo

A name if fond memories, Stirs great love until, Until 2014 August, August 2014 he joined firces with his Narcississitic mother, Needed to ruin moms life, His mom daughter of a wife beater, Needed to force mother under hus moms thumb, Multitude if reasons major one, Like a line of Boy friends and husbands, TheyContinue reading “Robbie dobbie doo”