She’s Not there!

And she’s not gone! I hear a noise in the dark, All the kitties are spread out in my room, I smell colon think sherry’s been here, Imagine fingers on my cheek, Light touch my lips are brushed, Bout to drive to Manchester,Iowa, Air enters my space I reach out to envelope her, I awakeContinue reading “She’s Not there!”

Drury in Illinois vs. Drury in Kentucky{Hotel,The Drury is a Hotel}

Must be like the old movie, Jackie Gleesen starred, ‘Don’t drink the water!’ Different as night and day! I believe in turn around business, Good place to stay, The Drury that, When we arrived coming to Iowa in March, Cold snowy, Burr, Slush, Front resembled Family resteraunt, Place was packed, Jumping,happening, Crowded, I had calledContinue reading “Drury in Illinois vs. Drury in Kentucky{Hotel,The Drury is a Hotel}”

Sixty today

My baby sister, Moments written down thats what it takes, Moments are all precious, Writers know that. Now you do to, The secret of written is to save moments, Paint a period seen only before that in writer’s an artist,

April 11th, will always play upon my heart

Ellen B. Heike Mathis, Fifty-nine, October twenty-nine dead, Pain tetched through her heart, Bullied and told falsely accusing a blood sister of Elder Abuse ‘Didn’t matter,Ellen’s pain enveloped her existence. Slowly died intoxicated, My baby sister, Mother, Grand mother, Gone, Born sixty years today, My love started her journey south today, My heart drives shotContinue reading “April 11th, will always play upon my heart”

Strawberry shakes

All my life thoughts of ice cream, Mom’s ice fream bars, Rice cripies made with peanut butter, Flatten in a pan, Then vanilla ice cream on top, Another layer of rice crisipies on top, Best garsh darn ice cream bars ever, Or dad’s way ice crean in bowl with stuff on top, Till my girlContinue reading “Strawberry shakes”

Pushing away

Why do people do that? Whats the point? Do all push those that love away? Mom never did that, Love is not a commodity, Not bartered, Is it done to allow people to image lifes others fault? A smile does more then a frown, I was told yesterday landlord didn’t approve a resident, Love forContinue reading “Pushing away”

Peoples garbage

Don’t be bringing who others were to a relationship We are not responsible for how others treated you! I never hurt others yet bare their scars, Don’t compare me to other women who hurt you, Don’t find fault if I bring you an Easter gift three days early and assume its a prank because itsContinue reading “Peoples garbage”

What a word Time!

Use to look forward to Time with the Heike cousins, As a child looking forward made horrible things vanish, Family. lost Becky Rohr Clark to cancer, Dad(Dr.L.N.Heike) 2012 dementia Mom{ Marian D.Bittenger Heike) murdered by Diana Lee Dudly two codine packs a week) on our diabetic my best pal and mom. Ellen Beth Heike Mathis,Continue reading “What a word Time!”

How do you stand tall?

How do I look forward? How do I look to growing old? Mom and Ellen,Karen and Laurie gone, Taken from me leaving me with tears, Touched so deeply, Others will go, Will they ever care the memory I hold? Enveloped deep within, Hearts of hearts, Recorded, smelled, felt.scared. We hold so much many never seeContinue reading “How do you stand tall?”

Echoes of the past-Time Team

Tony Robinson love him, If he were a plant I’d sit and watch, Just saw an interview ‘Time Team’ Still cute,sointelligient and carrying, Mentioned all aniliates during British colonies, Gosh so glade I saved the interview, Thankyou for the interview, Sir Tony, Big Lesbian Poet, Welsh,German,Norsk,Hebrew, YouTuber sending hige virtual hug.