Comparing

Life’s scratches, I have a friend sure her bumps and scratches beat mine, Life is like a game, Their turn to chat, Then when its yours they say ‘well Val you can’t compare your pain to mine!’ Come on,how would she know she blows me off, Changes happen in time, Not right away, But ourContinue reading “Comparing”

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sangContinue reading “Oldest and youngest”

White Asian commercials geared to

Object marketing, Whites in equation, Equate to gullable saps, Easy Pissy,Lemon Squeezy, Take white man, Tall in suit, Speaking not English but American, Put two females who appear lesser white boss also shorter and Asian, This is the equation that prods whites to play gambling games, Take cute Russian who speaks American, And Asian femaleContinue reading “White Asian commercials geared to”

Intellect Assassin

People who willy Nilly say mean things, Friend or foe, Insulting the intellect of an older person, That person me, Doesn’t fly, I simply told Celia, A conversation is two ways, People have the right to be heard, She told me if I had other friends I could talk to them, She told me sheContinue reading “Intellect Assassin”

Yesterday’s lips,

Without a lone crow cawed, Unseen yet present, Room within, Cold as fresh fallen snow, Crisp lackless, Vacant warmth, Hint of cherry incense consumed the air, Speck of lip gloss upon her collar, Heart silent, No entryway visible, Still, Darken room, Corpse where she fell, Ashen color, Fire still roared, Cat curled in her stillContinue reading “Yesterday’s lips,”

Once had a sister

Once thought her the best, Till I was nine, She made mom while I’m was at school upon threat of never seeing her grandson again give away my dog. Funny how much still at on the eve nearly of my sixty-fourth birthday that pain is still fresh, Acid still rises filling my heart and mouthContinue reading “Once had a sister”

Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom andContinue reading “Lost calm”

Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,

Concept beyond truth, Ellen Beth Heike Mathis lost at fifty-nine, October 29th,twenty-Twenty one, I see her smile in woman walking my way, I miss her so, Thought she to hide, Drink of chose Miller light, Ellen rocked, I foolishly thought we were friends, Thought she knew how proud I was of her, One day inContinue reading “Sister’s lost leaves irreplaceable hole,”

Scream heard,

Poor Mr Black, My cat, Skin likes leper, He has an old enemy, It ease a him to lick So lick he does, Nearly all his hair is gone on one side, Much to hot to sit with blanket on, He and his Salmon has been in our hand me down doggie kennel for threeContinue reading “Scream heard,”

Poor me,

A friend calls, Always in pain, Needs validation, The times I suffer, Private thing, Need no pas on head, I hurt, I write, Pain oozes from the wounds if family stripped from me by a narcississ half sisters lies, I think all narcississ should be hunted, Brutally murdered, Have they bodies hung like in timesContinue reading “Poor me,”

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