I don’t want ta!

Teddi’s puking on a tub of books, Sun’s streaming in his window, Got to go to Wolfies collect my change, Last night git a Wolfies nacho, It was yummy, I will always hate, Dispise, Dispise loneliness, Shit? Word spelt right again but underlined, Damn phone, Like the government even when you the people, You theContinue reading “I don’t want ta!”

Why are jobs…

God damn hard to find unless, Willing to work off the books, Do shitty stuff no one else will do? Do you know every job you do for crappy pay,without benefits in the end hurts you, Think back on all those meaningless jobs you had,you rocked at, Yard care- employer my folk’s, I nearly lostContinue reading “Why are jobs…”

Loneliness and lemons

Both are sour, Sad lonely, Both are bothersome, Like one minus one, And equation that does not compute, Dr.Smith to Will Robinson, Rosie speaks to George Jetson, Me to my cats, Poet wolf spirit me, Love my firfamily, Miss a friend to spend moments with, Miss traveling back roads , Sharing moments, Lemons and Loneliness,Continue reading “Loneliness and lemons”

Rolling

Twenty-twenty two still invisible, Rolling, Mentally acute, Why still when I say I’m disabiled others some think retarded? I saw a man last month on metal legs, I thought how cool no knee pain, Rolling, Disabiled survived going through a car windshield at fifty, Nearly fourteen years later , Still plugging on, I want toContinue reading “Rolling”

Orchestrated

Scripts, Thoughts, Music, Sounds, Words, Mathematicians, Statistics, Algorithms, Spread, Birth, Progressing, Milky Way, Pragmatists, Injury,personnel,individual, PTSD, Empath, Rebirth, Scared, Breathing, Notable, Significant, Trauma, Meter, Global warming, Money grabbing, Feelings, Emotions, A page, Thought, Atoms, Quantum, Sheldon Cooper, The globe, Eons, Dynasaurs, Education, Dictatorships, Love, Wisconsin,Black Hills, Shenandoah, My heart, Loves, Firfamily, Breathe, Poetry, Soaring, Gravity,Continue reading “Orchestrated”

Tacked on

Letters written pluses added, Post scrip or P.S. When I speak to only one, Added thought, When I forget she reminds me, Where’s my ‘I love you!’ When I feel it, When its natural, I never forget, Unsure of self, Her pain is deep notched into her heart of hearts, I hate her youth wasContinue reading “Tacked on”

Do you have one of those friends who?

Thinks since she can not sleep you need to.talk to her? I love morning, Sleeping when my.lefa are not in pain, When I came from TV room, I saw she called, I don’t listen to her message, I spoke to her at nine thirty, Do you ever wonder, is this my time? I love toContinue reading “Do you have one of those friends who?”

Next chapter

Most of your life, Lived not for joy, Not for you, Void of passion, Just to get by, That’s not me, Never was, Not square peg gal, Nor round,, Oblong that’s me, People you,me, never should try to fit others eyes, People still twenty twenty -one want likes, Want color, I need excitement,flavor,and a lady,gal,Out,Continue reading “Next chapter”

Stupid,Stupid,

Has one hundred and forty eight days in row, Write everyday several times, Now Word Press is telling me I gave written three days in a row! Word yells me way to go I have written three days in a row! I have written everyday since I could write, Stupid,Stupid, What the point, I’m onContinue reading “Stupid,Stupid,”

I look around,

In parking lots, It’s Ellen’s face I see, Walking my way, Tears ketch in my throat, Halloween will never be the same, Ellen loved dressing up, Going out, Hanging with her friends, Like Cheers ‘Norm!, Home town bars knew her name, My heart rips from my chest, The twenty-ninth October, Like with mom’s passing, JuneContinue reading “I look around,”

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