If awake after midnight,

Tited.eyes, Eyes that laughed, Eyes yhay cried, Planned, Consummed, Made goals, Drank tea, Tired eyes, Moved damn text thing to last fricking page, Turned of buzzers for those that imagine that I’m just hanging.

Cats know!

Moms are moms, In time theysee moms as friends, Why can human moms mature with us, My mom my best friend, Not purrfect! Refuse to see my half sisters abuse, Suffered, Died trapped she imagines, What Gaslighter allowed her to believe! Sevrnty three if monster narcississ still lives, Her son she had not talked to

April 11th, will always play upon my heart

Ellen B. Heike Mathis, Fifty-nine, October twenty-nine dead, Pain tetched through her heart, Bullied and told falsely accusing a blood sister of Elder Abuse ‘Didn’t matter,Ellen’s pain enveloped her existence. Slowly died intoxicated, My baby sister, Mother, Grand mother, Gone, Born sixty years today, My love started her journey south today, My heart drives shot

Guardian Angels

Sometimes without its easier to belief, Help comes from above, Sometimes good eople step up, Some good people are writers, Not all of us with godlike gifts, I believe a good thought send with heart is better, Like an invisibe pat on the back, Its not neccessary for all humanity to understand we all have

Chapter 35-End book, Yada,Yada prayer group gets rolling by Neta Jackson

Book 6, Chapter 35, https://youtu.be/W7_q266f220 Chapter 36, https://youtu.be/5J9pgi6H6rI Chapter 37, https://youtu.be/XPH9nkEWcKQ Chapter 38, https://youtu.be/qxSHQUbb2TI Chapter 39, https://youtu.be/VltzPEBSW54 Chapter 40, https://youtu.be/_Lc6H3n-K3w Chapter 41a, https://youtu.be/-pl5pyxgkrw Chapter 41b, https://youtu.be/bHy3kWxXSXM Chapter 42a, https://youtu.be/S2AWgLZt_zE Chapter 42b, https://youtu.be/pkO90A6bAVQ Chapter 43, https://youtu.be/ieBtqbehNDc Chapter 44, https://youtu.be/RRJjzGla8_A

Peoples garbage

Don’t be bringing who others were to a relationship We are not responsible for how others treated you! I never hurt others yet bare their scars, Don’t compare me to other women who hurt you, Don’t find fault if I bring you an Easter gift three days early and assume its a prank because its

Hated words!

Ugly words! Sticky words, Words that elevate you, Words that humiliate you, Knowing goes hand in hand with feeling, ‘Something stinks, and I’m not cleaning that up!’ Your butt is wet! { if my butt is wet or not is not others place to announce what you know!} Did you do ‘that?’ That was Awesomely

Withouts??

Like ingridients for a cake w/chocolate chips, W/ is short hand for without, Another thing mom knew no one does now, Short hand secretaries used instead computers, Crappy Iowa roads referred to as infrastructure, When I was a kid a pot hole was called that, Others were pulled over not just you missing a head

Breeze

Mist, Warm, Lite,salty, Moment,brief, Moist, Moment frozen, Fleeting, Warmth, Enveloping me, Silent, Tear falls, Binding, Heart renching, Lasting less then a second, Not thought of, Endured, Tiring, Painful,costly, Fog drifts by, Brush of a cheek, One, Fleeting kiss, One life, Mine, One poet’s, Heart beat.

Stimulous

Stimulate growth, Writer of ‘Hello Dolly’ got it Right! Money is like manuer! Spread it around, Make new things grow, People hurting financially, Don’t waste money, Every year of my life, Mom told us Ellen and I, Christmas would be small this year. Dad never grossed big money, Farmer at heart, Chiropracter by trade, Bronch