Trust

Earned trust has value

Trust is not a gift

Its weight is beyond heavy

Its earned like a dollar

Trust is not a gift

Trust like love is priceless

Its not replaceable

Real blood is spilled by those that misuse it.

Family values mote then friends

Today my baby sisters body got cremated.

I’m beyond used up

My heart cracked

Damn brocken

I didn’t want much

Just to hug Ellen Heike

Words like sorry Val, Ellen was Never allowed to.say.

How do you allow a bully to control who you are.

Mom was no longer in harms way

Diana had Nothing more but my grand dads lake to harm Ellen with.

I would have still died for you and ny boys

I’m not stuck on your Christian crap!

Your with.mom and.your first born

I will count the days until once more I will hear mom laugh and see you smile

Your ghost is always welcome at my home

Always lived you

My baby sister

Ellen Beth Heike

You have dad to appologize for not standing up to diana for lying about dad.

No one beat mom,

Except Diana’s father and diana’s gaslighting and verbal abuse.

Those ten calls daily harrassing and badgering mom.