Popcorn

There was a dude, A barfly in Northern Wisconsin, A friend of my baby sister Ellen Beth Heike, Married Shawn Mathis, From Cub Lake, Popcorn I am unaware who you are, But baby Ellen my kid sister, Made an alcoholic by our older half sister, Lost the fight, Left us that loved her, In herContinue reading “Popcorn”

Chapter Two conversation between friends.

July 9,2021 Debra: Long time ago I find out my self that I’m only interested in women’s.since that time I never been in any relationship,never come out to anybody here,I always suffer inside knowing that I will never be happy with a man.I can’t find a relationship because know body know about my sexul orientation.MyContinue reading “Chapter Two conversation between friends.”

Trauma

We all got it, It’s different, It’s difficult, At sixty- three when those you loved are beyond your grasp, That’s in my disfunctional family we had a Narcissists, Those I love were taken completely from my view lies, Took the Narcissists two and a half years of harassment and verbal attacks and a set fireContinue reading “Trauma”

No buddys perfect,

Wrong! Smiles are perfect, Babies all are perfect, When I feel lost, I write, When its possible an advertisement reaches out, Touchest my lonliness, That happen yesterday, I found a baby grey calico, Like Sophie, In a farmer seeking homes for baby kittens, So today I drove to Brandon Iowa. Tonight my purpose reset. ItsContinue reading “No buddys perfect,”

Have you ever loved a fairy,

My lady love wanted to build tree houses, I miss her hand in mine, Shrinks and her families tainting her memories, My Sherry wanted to build fairy houses, If I had money I’d buy land, With great trees, How can she live there? Stuck at 69 living with straight family who never saw her, HelplessContinue reading “Have you ever loved a fairy,”

Friends top dates

After twenty three years of dating, Secrets have emerge, Secrets no one ever tells, Never this is the big one, Never introduce one you are dating, Especially not to friends, Why? I ‘ll tell you why when they leave you your friends will not go with them! The last person I dated told me sheContinue reading “Friends top dates”

Two friends

Different as night and day, Same age, One had more stable home in youth, One Wisconsin girl, Tother Iowan, not a farm girl, One never knew want, This one never understood my struggle with goverment free, Wisconsin girl knows all ends of goverment free, Both friends, Both loved, Both straight, Both mothers gay sons, NeitherContinue reading “Two friends”

Take a licking, Smile,smile,smile

Iowa Human Service failed, When children survive , Iowa Human Service pay No part, Brutal father broke his daughter’s back, Broke arms, legs, wrist all four children, Their crime surviving, Their dad turned in by neighbors, His wife, Childrens friends parents, Beat his children bloody, I’m not Human Service of Iowa’s friend either, Mom wasContinue reading “Take a licking, Smile,smile,smile”

No child Ever should

No child. Needs to know how mom hated dad, Hear mom badmouth dad, To her family, Friends, In front of the child like their invisible, What we hear and see as children harms us, Empaths like me felt literately tore apart, We learn very young horrors within a family, Dreams should be filled with wonder,Continue reading “No child Ever should”

Only way to fight Narcississ bullies who have harmed you is write all the horrors you suffered through vie their existance!