Needs,

Life”s not your play ground, Other life’s significant role, Universal grounding, Consideration of others, Self center believe you are their pawn, Your time’s theirs, This is not a Narcissist, This is an abused child in all forms, Cecila is still battling a sex abuser for dad and grand dad, Life time of trauma, I’d wasteContinue reading “Needs,”

Next chapter

Most of your life, Lived not for joy, Not for you, Void of passion, Just to get by, That’s not me, Never was, Not square peg gal, Nor round,, Oblong that’s me, People you,me, never should try to fit others eyes, People still twenty twenty -one want likes, Want color, I need excitement,flavor,and a lady,gal,Out,Continue reading “Next chapter”

Scream heard,

Poor Mr Black, My cat, Skin likes leper, He has an old enemy, It ease a him to lick So lick he does, Nearly all his hair is gone on one side, Much to hot to sit with blanket on, He and his Salmon has been in our hand me down doggie kennel for threeContinue reading “Scream heard,”

Crumpled like tossed paper,

Years ago Dr.Deb Fordice, Utilized an example of bullying, The class was at Luther College, The year 2012,September 3rd, The day Diana sent two men to sneak in our back door, Lies diana told of my being bed ridden, Beaten, No phone, No food, All lies, The class I was in was Psychology of education,Continue reading “Crumpled like tossed paper,”

Pride

Shout, Octobers on the ridge, Streamers are in the wind, National Out, Taylor Dane blares as I write, Shout/Community, America we are, Being Gays not a choice, If that makes you sleep better, Lies, all lies, We have always been here, On the front lines, Carrying fir our Conrad’s, Putting our lies on the line,Continue reading “Pride”

Chapter 1-12,Harriet’s Hare by Dick King- Smith

Chapter 1, https://youtu.be/gJ2AnzXVcOs Chapter 2, https://youtu.be/AJiy-abb4xM Chapter 3, https://youtu.be/WNd-e3JpEHA Chapter 4, https://youtu.be/kWTUM__hIB4 Chapter 5, https://youtu.be/mkf2NAOwfTo Chapter 6, https://youtu.be/9GbcI4KoxvQ Chapter 7, https://youtu.be/PPlG4xogMXs Chapter 8a, https://youtu.be/fV3d9Wcb1pY Chapter 8b, https://youtu.be/FfI6LWvXRDo Chapter 9, https://youtu.be/YtGehR4bryM Chapter 10, https://youtu.be/c5TOwvkybjs Chapter 11, https://youtu.be/DHIj0Kt-SEI

Are you talking?

To mee? Noooooo! Then whoo! They listen, They never scream back, They cuddle, They never lie, They Never betray, They tolerate weird clothing, They look to you for understanding and concern, When CPTSD me scream u rationally to them and…, Yes at them, Like I can’t tolerate Sophie on my back, Like a crazy womenContinue reading “Are you talking?”

Broken trust!

Humans do it all the time, Trust never recovers, My half sister was first, Took her gay sister to hell, Tossed me and my good names away, For what purpose Hers, Destroying mom, In end murdering, Making what mother loved, What meant most to mom worthless, Mom was finally free, Dad was dead, Her firstContinue reading “Broken trust!”

Doctor Charles Heike,

My first cousin, Only son of Dr.Norman Ervin Eric Heike of Seymour,Wisconsin, A kid, Probably now sixty-seven maybe, He had me placed my hand in a pail of water, See we had a lake, Bought by my grandpa, Paul John Andrew Heike in the thirties from an old wrestler Eddie Fisher, Grampa bought three hundredContinue reading “Doctor Charles Heike,”