I look around,

In parking lots, It’s Ellen’s face I see, Walking my way, Tears ketch in my throat, Halloween will never be the same, Ellen loved dressing up, Going out, Hanging with her friends, Like Cheers ‘Norm!, Home town bars knew her name, My heart rips from my chest, The twenty-ninth October, Like with mom’s passing, JuneContinue reading “I look around,”

Loaded gun,

Just saw a young mom, Little girl beside, Smoke,walk,drive, Loaded gun, Emulation, Little girl smokes by nine, Loaded gun, Breathed it all her life, Closed in a car, Cold days no windows open, Breathe Breathe, Breathe, Horrible death coming, Black lungs, Hole in throat, Bullets scattered upon the ground, Tombstone Here lies, Pack of candyContinue reading “Loaded gun,”

I breathe

Best excersise ever, Reading out loud, Died twice burnt lungs, December 3rd,2014, First videos I did, Worked through learning to breath, One of first videos I did, Lincoln Center Honors, Today on YouTube another rude remark, Three years ago since June,YouTube Channel, Val’s Whitewolf Media, I was told I sounded like a stalker, You getContinue reading “I breathe”

I look at death from both sides now!

Murdered by sister December 3rd,2014, Struck by car on horse.1976, Once more August 2008 on bike, He was 93, Took two letters to the Editor, Lynn Morrow retired attorney, After church one Sunday, Methodist Waukon,Iowa he now 95(2010), Drove into Jean Huffy’s little red convertible Finally someone took his license, Lynn never get a ticket,Continue reading “I look at death from both sides now!”

Hard to imagine

When I was a kid never thought mom and dad will be gone. Dad’s been gone since twenty twelve, Wish dad never left, I miss mom every breathe My half sister like a hungry dog started Gaslighting mom to force her from her home, Twenty-ten, Diana’s last husband divorced her after one year. See menContinue reading “Hard to imagine”

Chapter Links, Christmas cat by Melody Carlson

Chapter 1a, https://youtu.be/N4mU_MROT2k Chapter 1b, https://youtu.be/75CIZS31Iyk Chapter 2a, https://youtu.be/Dio2pABfEpQ Chapter 2b, https://youtu.be/v3r7hAO_TG8 Chapter 3, https://youtu.be/MqvNe216v1g Chapter 4a, https://youtu.be/ioeRatq9gI0 End of Chapter 4, https://youtu.be/E4WlO4mOzKs Chapter 6a, https://youtu.be/wfmIycO7lg0 Chapter 6b, https://youtu.be/CXV4lsXUkJk, Chapter 8, https://youtu.be/9yH3xArn350 Chapter 9 & 1/2, https://youtu.be/Ogp6HK09rAk End of Chapter 9, https://youtu.be/XU5k44w8oIo Chapter 10, https://youtu.be/magyyprCXCY Chapter 14, https://youtu.be/ipmyOqzErUc Chapter 15, https://youtu.be/CXV4lsXUkJk

Money spent Wally World

I recal when Walton started, Promised ‘Buy American!’ After a few months Walton figured we forgot, Overnight the giant was selling all ‘Not made in America!’ Lore exoencive then Dollar store most. Some same product but less expensive then $$ store. American’s over looked it! This year after death of my mom. I put tenContinue reading “Money spent Wally World”

Robbie

Oldest son of a narcississ, Fifty-three, My oldest nephew, Not worked since March, His mom enherited sixty grand Our mom died in June twenty twenty His wife Julie says Robert’s mom is of no help, August 2014, Diana had Rob call my now gone baby sister, Four calls Rob made Verbal Abuse to force EllenContinue reading “Robbie”

Set off for Prairie du Chien

One of my all time favorite Wisconsin towns Near Monona in Allamakee County The park on edge of town Pulled over to pee, This crappy Covid has removed porta potties, So I sat, So I teared up, Had no dried eyes, Missing ones sister and they are alive less painfull, The bond is intact, WhenContinue reading “Set off for Prairie du Chien”