Seven women came

Strong full of heart, When Ellen no one really knows why passed through the vail, Five women who loved my baby sister stepped to her side, There were Lottie Henrietta Starkey Bittenger, pure Norwegian mom’s mom, Nana no longer in the pain that took her, Smiling dressed classily, There was mom full of life, smilingContinue reading “Seven women came”

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Where ever she went

Smoke filled no air, Music hummed, She did the elephant, The chicken, Drank Leinenkugel’s, Cared nothing… I mean nothing for sports! Radio’s were for tunes, Helen Ready, John Couger Melloncap Ellen saw him in concert at least 5 times, Loved Fleetwood Mac Once was OK with Country Dated Gary Hovey A good guy, Married ShawnContinue reading “Where ever she went”

Ellen and Val’s song when 2 & 5

Sisters and brothers lost are unmeasureable.No monetary value can equate the price in my pain.

Popcorn

I recall our last time Mom,Ellen and me Family cabin Cub Lake,Sawyer,County mom and I made supper Ellen went to find Popcorn Not food character Handle ‘Popcorn’ Its was dark whrn Ellen return to the cabin Ellen never took me or mom Off she’d go, alone Summer 2014. When my family after years of struggleContinue reading “Popcorn”

Suggestion

Have a good cry their cleansing! People who think after your kid sisters found Dead In bed That a few tears will even touch The depth of my wound of kept from my family with a narcississ lies for five years Kept from hearing my moms voice Talking to my baby sister I’m a poetContinue reading “Suggestion”

Trust

Earned trust has value Trust is not a gift Its weight is beyond heavy Its earned like a dollar Trust is not a gift Trust like love is priceless Its not replaceable Real blood is spilled by those that misuse it. Family values mote then friends Today my baby sisters body got cremated. I’m beyondContinue reading “Trust”

Ellen Beth Heike Mathis

This year lost my mom Marian D.Bittenger Heike soared free from her narcississitic eldest daughter June 3rd,2020. My baby sister I can’t say it! Died October twenty-nine or eight Twenty twenty I never got the words ‘I’m sorry Val!, I never had her last hug. Ellen you and mom and dad are welcome to myContinue reading “Ellen Beth Heike Mathis”

Bears

Chicago Bears No little Riding hood No little bears First ball game seen in four years Been watching the Pack Top of the heap so far in 2020 YouTube NFL get the highlights Not the same! NOT THE SAME IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! Yelling with a bit of Iowaigion sass! That’s an IowanContinue reading “Bears”