When I think I want a cup of tea and I know I have to go back to make the butter for my popcorn and turn on my electric stove I’ve lowered the heat,
I sit in my chair for just a bit I’ve made the walk back and forth to my washer to check on that black to do the little things I haven’t cleaned the Kitty boxes yet as a cripple I take a sit for a bit,
I turn on tiktok always touches me deeply mostly,
Want to spend last my years working with animals I have so much heart and they need so much,
Be able to read to those who are dying but I haven’t mastered the courage to go into the hospice in Independence and say that’s what I want to do cuz it makes me afraid,
It’s always fearful doing something that is what needs to be done is the fear that makes it the right choice it’s not like driving in a big city you take people know you but you know that no one really knows you,
For empath one of my girls has been in here twice now she jumps up stands there and looks at me I say just a little bit and I watch another TikTok ,
It seems somehow it seems like that’s not the right word I’ve been crying I just watched a lovely one with a bird when I watch ones with birds I think a Penny,
You’d like my Penny,
When she lived in California there was a place that sold birds,
I don’t really know how they will ship but the ones that they figured weren’t perfect it was so these beautiful birds in the trash like they were trash!
Penny just having to be looking in this bed one day,
And she found a bird that feet weren’t right or something was wrong with it but it was beautiful to Penny and she took it home for his alive and still handicapped it doesn’t matter to Penny she loves it,
She has a turtle she has a Pekingese that’s not the right that’s dog,
Cricket’s just a little dog I think a Chow Chow Chow Chow no Chihuahua that’s the word I think,
Our first trip to the food bank in Calmar Iowa one Saturday in June her dog Jack was a Chihuahua that just died,
Penny had been worried cuz she had just been placed on disability that she would not have money for food or her mom she says I saved her life I didn’t save her at all she saved me,
She has since gone back to work I worry about her she wears her people who don’t care,
She wants to the cage that told her she couldn’t put supplies that no one else has soccer during the day on a chair with wheels and wheel to where she had to take it and put them how stupid are these people?
Things that I have to carry more than one of I carried him to my steps and I shot them across to my car well you know things that don’t break a lot of waters of Frozen bottle water,
I don’t have to worry about falling down the steps because all the things I have carried that didn’t fit into the bag and I love those cloth bags that you can get at Walmart or any bag not everything jams into your pocket you know you need a bag,
Anyone who poo poo how you manage to get things from one place to the other can just f*** off,
It tickles me that Google and WordPress who are the same company will not swear in writing,
I think so much a WordPress you know when I changed my name started selling books to books instead of media they said I should keep the media because people read me no Val’s Whitewolf Media not Val’s Whitewolf Books,
Maybe in time they’ll know!
So I keep looking for working with animal jobs I really hate job sites,
They don’t understand that you didn’t hit 64 and a half without knowing,
That fact that we’re over 50 years you’ve worked with animals you know a lot more than they do,
Being in path you feel what’s in people’s minds and what they’re doing or what they feel we are assets we are rare we’re as rare as people as green eyes,
Well it’s going upstairs I got to do the things I have to do check on black make sure he’s warm make the butter for my popcorn grab my knife I got that bring in a piece of cardboard stick it between the box and my window so I can get more protection from the cold,
Everybody out there who has fir family that’s animals in your family you are truly blessed,
Don’t hurt them their love is priceless,
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