Visious circle

Life my life struggle is survival. In order to have home or transportation or desire that motivates all returns to fighting wrong done to me.

If when I was struck in 2008 by retired 93 year old lawyer Lynn Morrow, was not even given a ticket. August 11th by his car on my ten speed I should have been given an MRI. That MRI would have documented head trauma from like a rag doll thrown into fifth street after penetrating the window shield.

Medical malpractice I coukd have literally bought the goddamn Waukon Memorial veteran hospital. My brain trauma would have been documented.

That documentation would have allowed me my BA! Head trauma can cause you not to able to get higher math.

I would have Never thought the access to getting what my five husbands refused to give me I could get by bullying my mom to Texas.Lying my half sister on to Elder Abuse. Lying to my baby sister that her Gay writer sister was why she did not have a good job. Telling everyone the Gay sister who always cared for mom ‘BEAT MOM! REFUSED TO FEED MOM! That dad beat Mom!’

My dad beat himself. The only ones that harmed my momforced her to live out the rest of her days with her the victim of my older sister after for three years she tortured and harrassed us the walked in and torched our laundry room.

I can not help anyone without a vehical. Some monsters are real! People are poor due to circumstance . My dedication to a better life not just for me but others has my black cat wants me sitting back in my chair so he has a lap. Its 234 am.

I’m a writer its a gift from my mom’s mom Nana.I got moms heart, my sensativity as an empath from mom and grandma’s. I have Never harmed ANYONE in my life but me.

I sat for hours as a child not getting I was not alone! I wanted to bleed to death. Being gay is not an omage, an illusion. I knew who I was the round peg in a square world at 6! At 6!

Being Gay is not like hate or love no one is or has to be taught that! People say they family threw them away I was tossed under a bus not from true facts but by well placed horrid lies.

Mom was GASLIGHTED by the narcississ socialpath who spun mom all her life. At 86 after harrassed on the phone 70 times a week mom, intelligent mystery lover was told the ONLY place mom could EVER live was with Diana.

In 2013 Diana took a 20 hour job in Granbury selling theater tickes bexause she feared survival after bullied mom to Texas for 2 weeks then refusing to take our 85 year old mom to the airport so the woman a brief year before she lied me onto Elder abuse telling the brain death Iowa human service that mom was a BEDRIDDEN INVALID KEPT WITHOUT A PHONE!

Mom{Marian D.Bittenger Heike was Never an invalid} nor bed ridden, not beat up nor not fed and when mom in 2013 in December convienced my oldest nephew to finally take her to the airport so mom could finally fly away from her capter her eldest daughter who left mom for 20 hours a week with No phone,no TV. Diana simply continued the chase to force mom from the family and home she mom had no intention or relinquishing.

See no money, no job no car, no voice. My half sister forgot One truth I’m a writer. For a writer like me were like chunks of wood. The thougts and desires are just below the surface.

Tapping on our psychi “Let me out!’ Its unlike when at 6 we have no piece. When other girls are gusshing over boys well I learn to cook, shop, care for the yard,pull a calf.

I learn on my upper fifties trust no one. Theres no defense for the innocent good gay children who promised we’d keep our parents out of nursing homes if our straight family decied to financially rape and remove you from all you love.

After all who will believe you? My half sister told me December 2014 no one cares about the trueth.

I care!

Published by Val's Whitewolf Books

Val's Whitewolf Media Anchor PodCast. I write here on WordPress. I believe that everyone should tell their story and that every book is a learning tool that will help those of us who are writers become better at our craft.I'm learning plus becoming more confident as an empath its important to share and touch with my heart others harmed by others words. I sell books on Pango.

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