I look at death from both sides now!

Murdered by sister December 3rd,2014, Struck by car on horse.1976, Once more August 2008 on bike, He was 93, Took two letters to the Editor, Lynn Morrow retired attorney, After church one Sunday, Methodist Waukon,Iowa he now 95(2010), Drove into Jean Huffy’s little red convertible Finally someone took his license, Lynn never get a ticket,Continue reading “I look at death from both sides now!”

Celia

Blessings are audible, Wishes from an old friend, Revibrate from soul to soul, Healing an aged art, Love a spirit, Void of faults, Desire for pain removal Healing tissue, Wellness, Organic oneness, Ability to excersise spirit , Center peace, Meditate, Spiritual renewal, Blessing comes spirits touch, Milies apart, Love, oneness, presence, Blessed be my wishContinue reading “Celia”

You are a cog in the fabric of time ..

When people pester you, When they want to come and do for you! When its inconvenient to you, They wish their husband to help, Then you find yourself sitting with adopted family, My oldest cat cradled in Judy’s arms, Black doesn’t care Judy’ Not a cat person, Judy holds him near, Judy asks does heContinue reading “You are a cog in the fabric of time ..”

The little mother

Ellen Beth Heike second youngest Heike cousin, Games were different with baby Ellen, Charles(Cub) Heike made Ellen only one not allowed to be tossed in lake, Only Ellen could push in Everyone, When we fished Ellen and Connie Ulmer were doctors, We had three small docks, Word would be screamed ‘Oh Doctor your needed!’ SwiftContinue reading “The little mother”

Shows my sister Ellen loved

Survivor, Greatest race, Andy Griffith, Mom, Mike and Molly, America’s got talent, The Voice, Award show, Loved games: Pictionary ,Jinga and Rummy, Her dogs, Her home, Spendingtime with family, Reading, Friends, Hated Christmas, I miss her as much as mom. It was six days after her death that I was told. diana dudley knew whereContinue reading “Shows my sister Ellen loved”

Set off for Prairie du Chien

One of my all time favorite Wisconsin towns Near Monona in Allamakee County The park on edge of town Pulled over to pee, This crappy Covid has removed porta potties, So I sat, So I teared up, Had no dried eyes, Missing ones sister and they are alive less painfull, The bond is intact, WhenContinue reading “Set off for Prairie du Chien”

Suggestion

Have a good cry their cleansing! People who think after your kid sisters found Dead In bed That a few tears will even touch The depth of my wound of kept from my family with a narcississ lies for five years Kept from hearing my moms voice Talking to my baby sister I’m a poetContinue reading “Suggestion”

Honesty and my mom

A person’s honor use to be attached to our name like Peter Pan’s shadow. Our word was honor bound like a invisible contract. With false words Marian Heike’s honor was erased. My older half sister told in writting which according to Fran Phillips from Liverpool England was a legal binding document placed in the handsContinue reading “Honesty and my mom”

Age does not make people smarter

Like with everything intelligent is arrived at from being studious. I read fifteen books at the same time.Every now and then I learn a thing or two.Age makes.me as courious as a youth. Bullies as a kid hangs on to adulthood made me chickenshit lack of courage in some instances. I will be sixty twoContinue reading “Age does not make people smarter”

Nothing like a big eyed girl

that old saying pick us do we not bleed!