Emotional ties

There is literally a hand ful of adopted family I have. Being with the few Im close to is like fake ice cream.See no warmth or satisfaction in the memory I find it very rmeasy to drift off. Being gay without community is the same heart sick feel. Guess you will never understand the emptiness

Best

Just awoke to my cat peeing on my blanket.Not the first time though forst time I slept. Judy a friend says I’d kick him out for that! But then Judy just yesterday accused me of cruelty because I bathed my cat in vinigar knowing that when my skin is inflamed vinigar stings a bit but

Lonliness interfears

Shattering my peace Sleep Missing my family Comment my half sister Like a toxic viper Still stricks out Funny she convienced herself No one has the right to tell family secrets if they poke at her lies I want my sister I want my mom My baby nephews Sleep I can push past Lonliness Like

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