Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom and

So whats the incentive?

Been trying to figure of slot machines on line, Fake commercials people upset no ones playing their games, Lying to the customer that they could win something at no cost, Saying at no time will people be brow beat into something, Is it not all based on power of suggestion? They ask you by suggesting

Why is friendship do hard?

Remember that song, You got to give a little, It should ve that you give, They take, Advantages should just be time spent together, Shouldn’t it be? As an empath I think I always get more, I don’t want to piss off my neighbor, But my car is more a gift and a tool, My

Trauma

Begets fear, Bullying, Lies beget believers, Innocent gets you crushed, Lonliness, Being fearful even from love, Feelings, Cornered, Trapped, All from Not bombs bursting in air! Shell shock mine from narcississ half sister who mom told seventy times a day ‘ No I”m not leaving my home,my family & friends or my cat!’ Mom and

Stack Bounce in Goggle games

Like watching, Love playing to win, This game is Not for U! If on the other hand you need a game to test a future prospect maybe a new employee unaware if the stupidity in this game it’s perfect! I like to win, It gives you indefinite lives, Chances for do overs, And everyone who

Crumpled like tossed paper,

Years ago Dr.Deb Fordice, Utilized an example of bullying, The class was at Luther College, The year 2012,September 3rd, The day Diana sent two men to sneak in our back door, Lies diana told of my being bed ridden, Beaten, No phone, No food, All lies, The class I was in was Psychology of education,

Poor me,

A friend calls, Always in pain, Needs validation, The times I suffer, Private thing, Need no pas on head, I hurt, I write, Pain oozes from the wounds if family stripped from me by a narcississ half sisters lies, I think all narcississ should be hunted, Brutally murdered, Have they bodies hung like in times

Escape from a Narcississ

Only done once, Only done by death, They never have a clue, Ex-husbands jumped like rats from Diana Lee, She as a ship sunk! Mother Marian D. Heike trapped by filthy lies, Diana Lee lied me onto Elder Abuse, Lying to crappy human services Federal offense, She did it twice, Same lies, I didn’t know

Trauma

We all got it, It’s different, It’s difficult, At sixty- three when those you loved are beyond your grasp, That’s in my disfunctional family we had a Narcissists, Those I love were taken completely from my view lies, Took the Narcissists two and a half years of harassment and verbal attacks and a set fire

A dear friend

Wanted to test her husbands love, She asked Brent will you still love me if I were over three hundred pounds, Brent said yes, Brent should have said ‘No!’ She did it got huge, Beside her he stays, Just is my adopted sister, No matter her weight, She is a tremendous individual, With a great