Yellie face

How do you share the damage you suffered, The pain you bleed, Lies told by a family member to steal your mom against her will from her home. How do you share the trauma you and your mom felt bullied, The emotions errupting in you when those you love refused to see you just theContinue reading “Yellie face”

Tin woman

Pain in my seem, Shot, Wasted, Arm usage weak today, Like Tin man chest rattles, Bronchitus different, Never ever had pain with rattle of Bronchitis, Why change! Feel weak, Hate weakness, Tinman without heart, Was not weak, Not lonely, Hate being below par. Seeing Dr.Houg in Waukon tomorrow, Want to be well, Sure others hateContinue reading “Tin woman”

Pain is Private ‘Shut-Up!’

Cocaine prescribed ‘Hell No!’ My.mom was poisined with that! Pain the Damn broke! No one cared or said Anything! God damn tbe world! My half sister still walks! It took five years two codeine packs a week, The best person in my world! The world died of a massive stroke! Clarian her sister died inContinue reading “Pain is Private ‘Shut-Up!’”

Pleurisy

Feels like heart attack, Sits in front of heart, All this time thinking its bronchitis, Unlike that no coughing, Breathing good, Rugby match victim Now feel like kicked, The pain now side of my lower left lumbar by left kidney, Yeah!.. So about 730 shall call unknown clinic, Also chiropractor, not a fan of pain,Continue reading “Pleurisy”

Not Fair!

To take pain gunk, Warning on some lables”Must eat first!’ Is that Fair? For all those wuth pain in tbe morning I shout! “Not Fair! Injustice Wrong! Is the warning like those stupid tags on pillows? ‘Don’t remove tag on Penalty ‘ and in really small print like they just noticed the stupid thing theyContinue reading “Not Fair!”

Where ever she went

Smoke filled no air, Music hummed, She did the elephant, The chicken, Drank Leinenkugel’s, Cared nothing… I mean nothing for sports! Radio’s were for tunes, Helen Ready, John Couger Melloncap Ellen saw him in concert at least 5 times, Loved Fleetwood Mac Once was OK with Country Dated Gary Hovey A good guy, Married ShawnContinue reading “Where ever she went”

Childhood should be a pleasant thought

Some memories Block out the sun For the rest of our lives. I had special moments shared with mom untill Diana Lee Dudley diried my good name.Once your name is trashed with lies you were crucified who are you? I know who my dad was Dr.L.N.Heike mostly crappy dad to his gay daughter. Except thatContinue reading “Childhood should be a pleasant thought”

Last goodbye

Stollen from me hearing moms voice Saying Miss you Val Her hearing what I say every night ‘Love you mom!’ Will Never ever forgive Ellen Bethe Heike Mathis Diana Lee Dudley Kept my aunts illness and death from me And mom I never knew she was hospitalized last September Granbury Texas never knew of theContinue reading “Last goodbye”

Superman’s Kryptonite

Pain Women suffer most Women they say handle more pain Some say we live to suffer Today PETA sent animal lovers Not just me! I’m sure the horrors american scientist get away doing on animals rescued from other Non human abusers! A few years back Big news no more lab monkeys used Silly me IContinue reading “Superman’s Kryptonite”