Too much!

One cat who I use to love pushes me beyond angry, This is not good for me, Not good for her, So I’m going back before my half sister murdered mom, Forced my younger sister to drink herself to death, Back when family gathering were for first time in my life fun, Dad was in

Phone calls two way or No way!!!!

Just had evening call, Three minute duration, I sat like a turnip, No o e cared about my day, Or my pain, Oh my , Oh her, Off she went saying she’ll call later, I grunter, Bam she was gone! She said someone on Florida”s suicide line hung up on her, I’d love to meet

What an Expression!

Hope springs eternal, My friends in agony, Her dad a sexual fien, Neighborhood family doctor, Raped his daughter at two, Daughter raped by dad and uncle, Fifty-three now vagina still aches, Fears terrors still consumes her, Each night she calls, Her purpose to tell me of her depression, Not the liest bit interested in my

Pound of flesh

When I was a kid dentist over drilled, Over filled, Over charged, However when they took a tooth, Now riddled with holes from murdering the tooth, Freaking the kid out, Some of those minsters of my youth in Iowa and Wisconsin under medicated for pain, At least they re-exrayed they wanted all the tooth, That

Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom and

Sleep and,

Half a bottle of beer, Being out in Iowa’s cold, Winter or fall, Summer early night’s air, About of Shingles, Last night I was dead tired and asleep at eight thirty pm, Farmer hours, Awoken one thirty am, My eyes are getting heavy, My right forearm is itching, Shingles is a bitch, Love to you’ll,

Why is friendship do hard?

Remember that song, You got to give a little, It should ve that you give, They take, Advantages should just be time spent together, Shouldn’t it be? As an empath I think I always get more, I don’t want to piss off my neighbor, But my car is more a gift and a tool, My

Phoyie

No Will not be awake in case, You call back, …No will not be awake at two, … …. Don’t care you slept all day in, . …..Was accused of not answering, . … I answered eleven minutes ago, Only one call came from her, . Not three, I’m ten years her senior, Take pain

Ailing friend

Always calling night/day, Her life messed up, Her pain all that matters, Wow is her, Her mom eighty-eight refuses to pick up up her bills, Eighty-eight I would love my mom alive and young, My knee was killing me today, Neighbor wanted ride to Walmart, Storm hitting by tomorrow, Keep seeking fulltime employment, Want to

Elevator chair,

Not unlike shoes, Both give a lift, One in height, One lightens pain, Elevating so drainage can commence, Blood in legs needs to get the spleen to purify, Pain in in legs, Off to my elevator chair, Pain always accompanies me,