Tomorrow

For some tomorrow never comes, For some tomorrow’s just Sunday, For Ellen Heike Mathis mother of three boys, For Ellen tomorrow stopped 10/29/2020, Born April eleventh nineteen sixty-one, Tomorrow Ellen would have been sixty-one, Murdered, Unable to like me help mom, Ellen tucked her prayers in a beer bottle, Her surviving boys saw Nothing ifContinue reading “Tomorrow”

Once had a sister

Once thought her the best, Till I was nine, She made mom while I’m was at school upon threat of never seeing her grandson again give away my dog. Funny how much still at on the eve nearly of my sixty-fourth birthday that pain is still fresh, Acid still rises filling my heart and mouthContinue reading “Once had a sister”

Dan the man,

Dan the man, Danial Eric Mathis, My godson, Knew his aunt Val, Loved Pal, Aunt Val’s dog, From infant pal lay beside Dan, Nappied Dan, Smelly Dan, Pal like Val would have shed blood for Dan, When Dan crawled Pal was there, When Dan ate a dog food crunchy it was always after with spitty,grubbieContinue reading “Dan the man,”

Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom andContinue reading “Lost calm”

Why is friendship do hard?

Remember that song, You got to give a little, It should ve that you give, They take, Advantages should just be time spent together, Shouldn’t it be? As an empath I think I always get more, I don’t want to piss off my neighbor, But my car is more a gift and a tool, MyContinue reading “Why is friendship do hard?”

Scream heard,

Poor Mr Black, My cat, Skin likes leper, He has an old enemy, It ease a him to lick So lick he does, Nearly all his hair is gone on one side, Much to hot to sit with blanket on, He and his Salmon has been in our hand me down doggie kennel for threeContinue reading “Scream heard,”

Take flight

Abuse, Bullying, Fear, Trauma, Something, Nothing, Fear, …. .Fear, Fear, A kitten to close to my head, Anything climbing or on me, Nothing, Nothing, Nothing, Narcississitic lies, About my character, Lies of my abusing someone I love, Loosing all those I loved, At gumpoint of lies, Empty, Vaccumous,void, Abyss, Painful as if a shot wereContinue reading “Take flight”

Crumpled like tossed paper,

Years ago Dr.Deb Fordice, Utilized an example of bullying, The class was at Luther College, The year 2012,September 3rd, The day Diana sent two men to sneak in our back door, Lies diana told of my being bed ridden, Beaten, No phone, No food, All lies, The class I was in was Psychology of education,Continue reading “Crumpled like tossed paper,”

Poor me,

A friend calls, Always in pain, Needs validation, The times I suffer, Private thing, Need no pas on head, I hurt, I write, Pain oozes from the wounds if family stripped from me by a narcississ half sisters lies, I think all narcississ should be hunted, Brutally murdered, Have they bodies hung like in timesContinue reading “Poor me,”

What’s it to be lied onto Elder Abuse by a narcississ half sister who at all cost wanted family property.’Cub Lake,in Sawyer County,Wisconsin.

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