Bleak

Words bring thought Stir conscious Envoke feeling Stir pot Ruminate in my meloncholy gut The sky in northern Iowa now ‘Bleak!’ Great word Poets friend Sculptors knife Medium Chunk of wood Canves Vocabulary Intination Cadence All returns like humanity to dust Yet sift through ones we love We are more then dust Uncle Norm wasContinue reading “Bleak”

Lonely Still the night

Nearly unbearable to pass the night Only eith moms demiss do I hope see my baby sister Is a woman worth my time when It was within her power to have saved Mom and me? So cold the lonliness around eight pm Mom and I watched TV About 8pm we would drift to sleep OnlyContinue reading “Lonely Still the night”

Importance of understand ‘No means NO!

Narcississ have limited intelligence they never can understand the concept of no. Take for example my older half sistrr the narcississ which is a learned behavior.When mom and dad were first married in 1956, Diana was eight. With years under her belt if making mom feel guilty about things. My moms mom second youngest inContinue reading “Importance of understand ‘No means NO!”

Honesty and my mom

A person’s honor use to be attached to our name like Peter Pan’s shadow. Our word was honor bound like a invisible contract. With false words Marian Heike’s honor was erased. My older half sister told in writting which according to Fran Phillips from Liverpool England was a legal binding document placed in the handsContinue reading “Honesty and my mom”

How does an entire family forget?

I remember all the time together All the heart ache Birthday Family gathering What its like no money to sue for slander How those that claim christianity took who I was, distorted it Where those people who knew me No one stood by me Or up for me Six years this December Heike’s,Dudleys and Mathis’sContinue reading “How does an entire family forget?”

Move

Why do people presupose where others can only seek employment. I want a farm in northern Wisconsin or Minnesota. There is nothing that holdd me in the vast emptiness that is the void called Iowa. My mom’s family settled this state the number of cowards and liars tip justices scale.One in fice in Allamakee CountyContinue reading “Move”

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Over a year

Not heard my moms voice How is it that in 2019 families lies cut deeper then the sharpest knives? Lies from 2010 Took my good name Gaslight my 87 year old mom to believe a half sisters lies My birthday present in 2016 My half sister assured my soon to be 92 year old momContinue reading “Over a year”