Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom and

Trauma

Begets fear, Bullying, Lies beget believers, Innocent gets you crushed, Lonliness, Being fearful even from love, Feelings, Cornered, Trapped, All from Not bombs bursting in air! Shell shock mine from narcississ half sister who mom told seventy times a day ‘ No I”m not leaving my home,my family & friends or my cat!’ Mom and

Poor me,

A friend calls, Always in pain, Needs validation, The times I suffer, Private thing, Need no pas on head, I hurt, I write, Pain oozes from the wounds if family stripped from me by a narcississ half sisters lies, I think all narcississ should be hunted, Brutally murdered, Have they bodies hung like in times

Diana Lee Dudley,

Plan failed, Killed mom, Killed Ellen, Mom kept me in the will, My heirs Dan Eric Mathis,Waukon, Craig Ryan Mathis and, Mela Mathis my heirs and the Heike’s own Grampa Paul John Heike’s Cub Lake, Dad(Doc L.N.Heike and Ellen Beth Heike Mathis) are there, I’ll be there, Mom’s spirits there and where ever there are

Your idenity

Your responsible not audible always, When young someone always asks that, You are not responsible for bias of others, Bigotry of your forebearers, Bigotry taught out of hate to young, Thats for us to change our mindset, Our brains are always expanding, Knowlege is absorbed creating learning, All learning stimilates growth, Mentally, Cognitively, Those that

Chapter 8,Agatha Raisin & witch Wyckhadden by M.C.Beaton

Chapter 8a, https://youtu.be/G-a6G6vQK4A Chapter 8b, https://youtu.be/8lGjMqFmkfM Chapter 8c, https://youtu.be/y2Ftf9FD-0c

Chapter 6,Agatha Raisin Witch of Wyckhadden by M.C.

Chapter 6a, https://youtu.be/I_Mi8Fnvtdc Chapter 6b, https://youtu.be/G6RVS1e43nM Chapter 6c, https://youtu.be/1_5RhwC-pc4

Smells{part 1}

People are gone, Memories linked, Time and place, Closing my eyes, Taken back to the days, Christmas had meaning, All night befire Christmas, House was made ready, Pine tree scent filled the front room, Years gone dads brush trees, Cut and brought in, No aroma of Pine, Smelt of deer piss and the color brown,

Funny annoying

Almost to end of second trip to Georgia,, Friend thinks bullying me about my health is her place, No intention of dying until half sister is rotting in ground, Have you Ever had both mother and sister Murdered by member of your blood? Not diabetic, Been tested,when I was young, working nine hour days on

Chapter 5,What’s a Ghoul to do? by Victoria Laurie

A Ghost Mystery Chapter 1a, https://youtu.be/X_kpMZgS1Ms Chapter 1b, https://youtu.be/DHjAI6Elj98 Chapter 1c, https://youtu.be/eZqLRo_ixv8 Chapter 1d, https://youtu.be/XMDU5y8NuP4 Chapter 2a, https://youtu.be/l0Z2CsyzvbU Chapter 2b, https://youtu.be/Wjji9zb8PSk Chapter 2c, https://youtu.be/nmdvJj_01s0 cheu Chapter 3a, https://youtu.be/XH3h4cibL-A Chapter 3b, https://youtu.be/cU7ynXQ1Yuw Chapter 4a, https://youtu.be/Bmf9Bwhq9R0 Chapter 4b, https://youtu.be/asacavdh9Ys Chapter 4c, https://youtu.be/ykXerykppSs Chapter 4d, https://youtu.be/3NZrScAFAG0 Chapter 5a, https://youtu.be/ivVv5kEFnzY