Only way to fight Narcississ bullies who have harmed you is write all the horrors you suffered through vie their existance!

Magic words held

Three words I love you, Are the uncomprehendable? When I say them I mean them, I shalln’t ever believe if I ever hear them agan, I was told anon, Our times not now, Of course I love you, Let be just crawl in this cave, Make believe for my family, You took me against my

Never I’m sorry

I don’t recall saying that, I never said that, You need to check your facts, You suck as a journalist, All I ever said were what she told me, Then told me to do ‘Nothing,’ Telling a writer to do nothing, A joutnalist is like telling fush not to swim, Shakespear sonets suck! Norman Rockwell

Hard to imagine

When I was a kid never thought mom and dad will be gone. Dad’s been gone since twenty twelve, Wish dad never left, I miss mom every breathe My half sister like a hungry dog started Gaslighting mom to force her from her home, Twenty-ten, Diana’s last husband divorced her after one year. See men

Stimulous

Extra money means different to all, To me its when small food in my pantry, Trip to Georgis to see the wife, Money on buy trailer, Money in my box, Paying money owed, Not extra, Millionaires who like my dad would say’s money enherited have no clue about poor Americans, In rich once country only

Childhood should be a pleasant thought

Some memories Block out the sun For the rest of our lives. I had special moments shared with mom untill Diana Lee Dudley diried my good name.Once your name is trashed with lies you were crucified who are you? I know who my dad was Dr.L.N.Heike mostly crappy dad to his gay daughter. Except that

Five smoke alarms

Only one went off In stairwell to cellar Laundry room fire set smoke Had to go under bathroom floor in crawlspace Why? One smoke alarm in moms room beside laundry room One at top of stairs Never went off either Nor one in den Mom and I were in there Watched new TV show ‘Stalkers’

Honesty and my mom

A person’s honor use to be attached to our name like Peter Pan’s shadow. Our word was honor bound like a invisible contract. With false words Marian Heike’s honor was erased. My older half sister told in writting which according to Fran Phillips from Liverpool England was a legal binding document placed in the hands

Questions are and are not

Throughout life couriousty has burned Wondering this and that A professor once said theres not a stupid question just people to afraid to ask! Not sure still at sixty two nearly if true Fear stops people through out life Fearful to appologize Admit wrong doing Afraid to request better pay Guilt of not standing by

Narcississ vs. Rotten dock

Narcississ distroy with hate and lies friends,family to issolate you worst then being crusified.