Take flight

Abuse, Bullying, Fear, Trauma, Something, Nothing, Fear, …. .Fear, Fear, A kitten to close to my head, Anything climbing or on me, Nothing, Nothing, Nothing, Narcississitic lies, About my character, Lies of my abusing someone I love, Loosing all those I loved, At gumpoint of lies, Empty, Vaccumous,void, Abyss, Painful as if a shot wereContinue reading “Take flight”

Poor me,

A friend calls, Always in pain, Needs validation, The times I suffer, Private thing, Need no pas on head, I hurt, I write, Pain oozes from the wounds if family stripped from me by a narcississ half sisters lies, I think all narcississ should be hunted, Brutally murdered, Have they bodies hung like in timesContinue reading “Poor me,”

Just wondering!

Why do WordPress send us notification when we write something? I was there at whatever’s creation! Why does messenger send us what we said in our messenger? It makes no sense, Are we in the Matrix? Surrounded by Androids? I hate it as must as anything behind me, My older half sister made me shellContinue reading “Just wondering!”

Only way to fight Narcississ bullies who have harmed you is write all the horrors you suffered through vie their existance!

Magic words held

Three words I love you, Are the uncomprehendable? When I say them I mean them, I shalln’t ever believe if I ever hear them agan, I was told anon, Our times not now, Of course I love you, Let be just crawl in this cave, Make believe for my family, You took me against myContinue reading “Magic words held”

Never I’m sorry

I don’t recall saying that, I never said that, You need to check your facts, You suck as a journalist, All I ever said were what she told me, Then told me to do ‘Nothing,’ Telling a writer to do nothing, A joutnalist is like telling fush not to swim, Shakespear sonets suck! Norman RockwellContinue reading “Never I’m sorry”

Hard to imagine

When I was a kid never thought mom and dad will be gone. Dad’s been gone since twenty twelve, Wish dad never left, I miss mom every breathe My half sister like a hungry dog started Gaslighting mom to force her from her home, Twenty-ten, Diana’s last husband divorced her after one year. See menContinue reading “Hard to imagine”

Stimulous

Extra money means different to all, To me its when small food in my pantry, Trip to Georgis to see the wife, Money on buy trailer, Money in my box, Paying money owed, Not extra, Millionaires who like my dad would say’s money enherited have no clue about poor Americans, In rich once country onlyContinue reading “Stimulous”

Childhood should be a pleasant thought

Some memories Block out the sun For the rest of our lives. I had special moments shared with mom untill Diana Lee Dudley diried my good name.Once your name is trashed with lies you were crucified who are you? I know who my dad was Dr.L.N.Heike mostly crappy dad to his gay daughter. Except thatContinue reading “Childhood should be a pleasant thought”