Lost calm

Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom and

Crumpled like tossed paper,

Years ago Dr.Deb Fordice, Utilized an example of bullying, The class was at Luther College, The year 2012,September 3rd, The day Diana sent two men to sneak in our back door, Lies diana told of my being bed ridden, Beaten, No phone, No food, All lies, The class I was in was Psychology of education,

Hard to imagine

When I was a kid never thought mom and dad will be gone. Dad’s been gone since twenty twelve, Wish dad never left, I miss mom every breathe My half sister like a hungry dog started Gaslighting mom to force her from her home, Twenty-ten, Diana’s last husband divorced her after one year. See men

Lonliness interfears

Shattering my peace Sleep Missing my family Comment my half sister Like a toxic viper Still stricks out Funny she convienced herself No one has the right to tell family secrets if they poke at her lies I want my sister I want my mom My baby nephews Sleep I can push past Lonliness Like

What makes people cowards?

Hello, When I was a kid I use to think my baby sister Ellen was fearless afraid of nothing fierce. Ellen woukd climb to the tippy tippy top of the pine tree in our front tree. I would climb just high enough so that when I leaped down nothing would break off. Ellen and her