What’s attractive?

Why everything instant? Gratification, Games, Oriental women fake hair, Americanization, Shirking shrill voices, So not attractive, Shrill voices on adds for money games, No game, No currency, Like sex for a lesbian without a woman! Yuck! Yuck! Yuck! ..My Goddess its 404am , It was just ten pm, I just closed my eyes, What is

Still too scared

Couldn’t lite the furnace, So hopefully we shan’t freeze, I died twice in the fire my half sister set in our electric drier, In America two percent of laundry fires are electric driers, So we will freeze, I did turn off the gas, My baby was worried, What a sweet girl, Four of us are

Light my fire,

Have not lit a pilot since two fourteen, Little scared, Hate gas, Having it, Using it, Whole thing,

I breathe

Best excersise ever, Reading out loud, Died twice burnt lungs, December 3rd,2014, First videos I did, Worked through learning to breath, One of first videos I did, Lincoln Center Honors, Today on YouTube another rude remark, Three years ago since June,YouTube Channel, Val’s Whitewolf Media, I was told I sounded like a stalker, You get

3 little words

Why are they so hard to recieve? I say them, For me they hold weight, I mean them, I say them to friends, Try never to forget, Sometimes others after I voice ‘I love U!’ I get well ‘OK!’ Why! Whats it cost straight women to say, I love U 2! Am I the only

Smells{part 1}

People are gone, Memories linked, Time and place, Closing my eyes, Taken back to the days, Christmas had meaning, All night befire Christmas, House was made ready, Pine tree scent filled the front room, Years gone dads brush trees, Cut and brought in, No aroma of Pine, Smelt of deer piss and the color brown,

Watch “Finding the fire December 2014,Waukon,Iowa” on YouTube

December 3rd,2014