How does an entire family forget?

I remember all the time together

All the heart ache


Family gathering

What its like no money to sue for slander

How those that claim christianity took who I was, distorted it

Where those people who knew me

No one stood by me

Or up for me

Six years this December

Heike’s,Dudleys and Mathis’s

Funny maybe this is why it took four me yelling the gospels none who knew Jesus to sell his church?

Those carrying the cross none understand words of a poor man

Chapter 12c,Storm of Swords by George R.R.Martin

Book 3,Storm of Swords by George R.R.Martin


I think we are all intitled in our life several purposes. I share the bit of food I get with my eighty year old neighbor.Tonight I took him a hamburger, gravy,canned green beans and a tub of flake dried potatoes with real butter.

I felt queasy and took ut next door it was going onto half past seven.I said you can have it tomorrow. He said I will probally have it before bed.

I know I put off eating because what’s the point alone holds nothing like a bowl with holes. But Ronnie my neighbor has cancer that’s to far gone to operate he is eighty. His wife fied years ago. No children.

I miss my mom so. Helping my mom and going to school gave me purpose.Purpose is like driving Amish around my home town of Waukon Iowa.Then I in my dark blue denim coat blended in.

I was no longer the six foot tall butch lesbian, eash target for family hate. Mom was safe from my half sister.When everyone abandon you I found life held only pain. Lonliness, bottomless emptiness. Reading,writing and maybe assisting my neighbor until spring gives me something.

‘Something like Christopher Robin would say is better then nothing!’ My neighor use to say ‘you’ll make me fat now he thanks me and checks out my legs. Hate long pants.Makes nothing to me him looking at my legs. He species never my cup of tea.

Chapter 12b,Storm of Swords by George R.R.Martin

Book 3,Tyrone

End of Chapter 5,Cast-Off Coven by Juliet Blackwell