Never had a

Never had a sister who thought I was cooler them a friend, Never had a sister who thought spending time with me mattered, Never had a sister who told others ‘she’s my sister or called across a store ‘Sis!’ Made me proud she included time with me was special!’ Wanted to share with what I

Turkey

For years, Since I have know Judy, Since 2015, I’d get a turkey or ham, She’d cook it, We’d half it, End of the month she and her husband two checks instead of one had no money, If they got a free bird or ham it went in their fridge, They always reminded me of

Whipping,Whipping, Whipping Trees

You might travel the world to find, A February day colder then this, But this you might think is not even Thanksgiving, Puts me in mind of movie with Denise Quad, You know the one when mother earth got fed up and reacted to our fucking with mother earth causing Global warming, Mother earth goes

English language

Language only gets complicated when delve into, Body language or the body of a language is more involved, Language is like me with my PTSD, and a TBI, First thing I do in the morning is write, My Sophie cat wants loving, I want her to just sit, I can’t take being climbed on, Or

Chapter 3,Christmas

Marian D.(Bittenger)Heike my mom made every holiday special. Mom was a class act. Mom use to bother dad about a red head he dated once and how she was a lesbian. Mom and dad met on a blind date in Spencer at a bar. Mom was not a drinker. Mom’s first husband my half sisters

House full

Never saw a house cared so for, A little dog watched her girl, Work from sunrise to sunset, A neighbor who went above and beyond to be a friend thrown away, At least the little girl who loved her human with all her heart didn’t have to view the human lie, Stood by her through

Oldest and youngest

Both disappointments, Mother,mom never lied or did harm, Diana a bully narcississ, Ellen mother worried all through high school, Upon Ellen’s seventeenth summer, Ellen came home at two thirty, Mom’smother was visiting, Nana the woman who sucked at rearing Diana to eight years old, Mom loved to sing, Sang Sweet Adeline Spencer,Iowa, Church, Mom sang

Once had a sister

Once thought her the best, Till I was nine, She made mom while I’m was at school upon threat of never seeing her grandson again give away my dog. Funny how much still at on the eve nearly of my sixty-fourth birthday that pain is still fresh, Acid still rises filling my heart and mouth

Grey skies are gonna clear up!

Nineteen thirties song, Still playing within, An old roll of music, My uncle Norman’s player pianos, My baby sister died, Last year, Yesterday, The pain in my heart, Equally matched by my heart, Ellen walked on the earth, Sang karaoke no I can’t spell it, Hot tears burn my eye ball holes, .. My heart

Sister

Death life vanished, Flame snuffed out, Ellen loved candles flickering, Five years stollen from me, Time we missed,holidays, Lies consume more the flames, October never good for me, Sister Missed you so very much Ellen, The asswipe han service of Iowa were told in the lies of my older half sister Ellen was afraid of