Grey skies are gonna clear up!

Nineteen thirties song, Still playing within, An old roll of music, My uncle Norman’s player pianos, My baby sister died, Last year, Yesterday, The pain in my heart, Equally matched by my heart, Ellen walked on the earth, Sang karaoke no I can’t spell it, Hot tears burn my eye ball holes, .. My heartContinue reading “Grey skies are gonna clear up!”

Sister

Death life vanished, Flame snuffed out, Ellen loved candles flickering, Five years stollen from me, Time we missed,holidays, Lies consume more the flames, October never good for me, Sister Missed you so very much Ellen, The asswipe han service of Iowa were told in the lies of my older half sister Ellen was afraid ofContinue reading “Sister”

Lonesome that’s me

Are we suppose to out live our baby sister? I missed Ellen Beth five years before my half sister crushed her, Ellen died shortly after Diana’s visit, October the twenty-ninth,twenty twenty, Four months twenty- three days after my mom my friend had a massive stroke due to codeine posining. Codine packs in Texas are notContinue reading “Lonesome that’s me”

Diana Lee Dudley,

Plan failed, Killed mom, Killed Ellen, Mom kept me in the will, My heirs Dan Eric Mathis,Waukon, Craig Ryan Mathis and, Mela Mathis my heirs and the Heike’s own Grampa Paul John Heike’s Cub Lake, Dad(Doc L.N.Heike and Ellen Beth Heike Mathis) are there, I’ll be there, Mom’s spirits there and where ever there areContinue reading “Diana Lee Dudley,”

Three sisters,

Alice,Irene and Beulah, Beulah a waitress and dig lover, Married late in life, A bull dog of a man, Some people look like turtles, Some cats, And yes some dogs, See I”m a Empathy,poet,cartoonist, Beulah,Alice and Irene the Brainard sisters, Beulah married a Bower, All artist, Loved them all, Drove for them, Alice and IreneContinue reading “Three sisters,”

Dancing Queen

A dear friend of mine, When dancers dance toes tap, Studied in college, Fell in love, One guy, Three children, Lots of love, Toes still tap, She had started dancing again, Paul the one fellow stilled her dancing heart was taken too soon, Toes still tap, Last year she still danced, In a group, MetContinue reading “Dancing Queen”

Trauma

We all got it, It’s different, It’s difficult, At sixty- three when those you loved are beyond your grasp, That’s in my disfunctional family we had a Narcissists, Those I love were taken completely from my view lies, Took the Narcissists two and a half years of harassment and verbal attacks and a set fireContinue reading “Trauma”

The little mother

Ellen Beth Heike second youngest Heike cousin, Games were different with baby Ellen, Charles(Cub) Heike made Ellen only one not allowed to be tossed in lake, Only Ellen could push in Everyone, When we fished Ellen and Connie Ulmer were doctors, We had three small docks, Word would be screamed ‘Oh Doctor your needed!’ SwiftContinue reading “The little mother”

Ellen and Val’s song when 2 & 5