Beat up and dented

What’s it mean when a straight friend says ‘You should date!’ Then sends you people you should think about! I would never do that to a friend{male,straight,gay,female}, At nearly sixty-five my heart has been bruised, Scared Cut-up, Flung, Friendship I rock at, I sit with my back to the wall where ever I go, Life

Pain is traumatic

Everyone has it to a degree, Someone I loves is suffering and has no furnace so she is freezing, She days I got understand if she dies and then no more pain, I don’t understand I think she should allow me to be of assistance, Her adult son I think should know she has no

Churches

Church and state, Iowa and everywhere, No longer allowed, Use church halls for homeless to sleep out of the winter cold, Come inside, Frostbit every where, Now go to emergency wards, Say they are going to kill themselves, Just fir a bed for the night, Take beds few that they are for real crazies, Better

Tippy tippy top girl

Ellen Beth Heike was that girl, Ellen where’s my kid sister, I was always a kid in the ground looking up, Proud my baby sister reach the top, Until you reach the time without me, Sisters are supposed to grow old together, How do you grow old together what is gone, Species life alone leaves

SHUT UP! Say SHUT UP to PAIN!

At sixty-four pain thrives, Its not a compliment when you are told by younger women they want the be cared for! You have cared all your life, After a day of going even the fingers of your cane hand ‘THROB!’ My oldest cat screams he still feels bad as he sits in the cat box,

Beware

Peaceful soul is in danger, Joined Wild Women of the Blue Ridge in Virginian two thousand, Mattered only to me, Come two twelve I was was used for my size my half sister needed a fall guy, Diana’s goal was to force mom out of her home, Never been viscous or mean, Didn’t matter in

Severe Trauma

Witnessing it, Living it, In WWI it was a joke, Called shell shock, In other wars it was a shooting offence, People were called coward! My baby sister was a coward, Ellen paid with her life, Couldn’t stand up for me to our half sister, You’d never call a fireman a coward, Its identified now

Sunlight

Pitters me out, If its not that its a feline upon my lap, Or wondering why a kitten infested with flees has to suffer instead of wearing a flee collar before shes three months old, Flee bathing gets us clean flees, Flees give my babies worms, This is my family, Diana Kee Dudley of granbury

My mom

Mom,Marian D.Heike, Born November forth nineteen twenty-seven Spencer Iowa at home, To Clarence Ward Bittenger of Webb,Iowa and Lottie Henrietta Starky four grade school teacher,middle child. Went to school in Spencer,Iowa, Married briefly to a bully,a wife beater,mothered a daughter,divorced Lee H after two year of being brutally beaten in California,Diana Lee was a year

Intellect Assassin

People who willy Nilly say mean things, Friend or foe, Insulting the intellect of an older person, That person me, Doesn’t fly, I simply told Celia, A conversation is two ways, People have the right to be heard, She told me if I had other friends I could talk to them, She told me she