Talk

She calls to talk, A Florida friend, I talk to cats only nearly It seems to surprise her my need to talk, I was just told I talk to much, If I call her when not sleeping she will tell me this is not a goodtime, I go longer then a desert waiting to articulate

I don’t want ta!

Teddi’s puking on a tub of books, Sun’s streaming in his window, Got to go to Wolfies collect my change, Last night git a Wolfies nacho, It was yummy, I will always hate, Dispise, Dispise loneliness, Shit? Word spelt right again but underlined, Damn phone, Like the government even when you the people, You the

Starling,Starling,

Twinkle,twinkle,driving into Independence,Iowa, Past a yard, Fifty if not a million, Shifting from side to side, Starling,Starling, Winters birds, Saw one crow, Most yards no birds, No cows, Or horses neigh a field, Just one yard, Not a spot to stir, Flutter, flutter, Hungry winter Iowan’s birds, A plenty, Starling,Starling, Little bird, Cause a poet

Is doing your Best OK?

You try to dot all the i’s, Correct your deficient, I try to be a good person, Last year this time thought the world was gonna be ok, I was going to have better, Happier days, A lady asked me to be hers, No one ever cared to ask me, I was beyond happy, That

Loneliness and lemons

Both are sour, Sad lonely, Both are bothersome, Like one minus one, And equation that does not compute, Dr.Smith to Will Robinson, Rosie speaks to George Jetson, Me to my cats, Poet wolf spirit me, Love my firfamily, Miss a friend to spend moments with, Miss traveling back roads , Sharing moments, Lemons and Loneliness,

Good deal

Every unknown email, You’ve been selected to receive, Why, How, Who!, What’s there deal?, Who are they?, Don’t call me Val, Its my name, I don’t know you, You don’t know me, Don’t request money I don’t have, Can’t earn, Want, Need, You ever seen me happy, Felt my poets tears, Saw me lost, Stood

Grey skies are gonna clear up!

Nineteen thirties song, Still playing within, An old roll of music, My uncle Norman’s player pianos, My baby sister died, Last year, Yesterday, The pain in my heart, Equally matched by my heart, Ellen walked on the earth, Sang karaoke no I can’t spell it, Hot tears burn my eye ball holes, .. My heart

Lonesome that’s me

Are we suppose to out live our baby sister? I missed Ellen Beth five years before my half sister crushed her, Ellen died shortly after Diana’s visit, October the twenty-ninth,twenty twenty, Four months twenty- three days after my mom my friend had a massive stroke due to codeine posining. Codine packs in Texas are not

Mad skills

A person are all uniquely diverse, I seek work at home, Thirty two years Hospitality most contract, Pain took four Aleve yesterday not to stop nervepain, Never quit.a contract job, Worked for great people, Horrid low life’s, Individuals that thought seasonals we’re like crap you wipe off your boot! Just did an application to work

Adrift in a crowd of one,

In a black Chevy, Alone with the needs of this month, Will call Chuck’s in Ossian tomorrow, Not going to fix breaks until gainfully employees, Loneliness is like acid, Creeps into the bones then the heart, Easy to forget need, Got flees to get rid of, Cashier at Walmart just told be vacuuming daily cracks