Putting away

How do you put family as if in a bag, Out of site, Not call, Not text, Not email, Treat as if dead, All they have are lies told by a narcissist , I the one forgotten, I the one like Elf on the shelf, I miss them, I miss hugs, Miss family, Miss caring,

Few words

Angry female neighbor imagined wronged, Like toxic volcano spews, Viciously using conversation told to unworthy female imagined friend, In reality using neighbor, Never imagine you have a friend, Never share thoughts with assassins, For females users invent and spin, Rumplestilskin, Venom pour from narcississ, Hurt, kill, cripple, Bitch neighbor will not win, I learn at

My mom

Mom,Marian D.Heike, Born November forth nineteen twenty-seven Spencer Iowa at home, To Clarence Ward Bittenger of Webb,Iowa and Lottie Henrietta Starky four grade school teacher,middle child. Went to school in Spencer,Iowa, Married briefly to a bully,a wife beater,mothered a daughter,divorced Lee H after two year of being brutally beaten in California,Diana Lee was a year

Do you chat?

Often on FaceBook I’m asked that, Do you chat? I say no not a jibber jabber, But in the kitchen just now, A conversation was had, Before I took a nap, Took raw hamburger to the kittens, Making sure older kitties(they don’t see themselves as old enough to be cats,females you understand!) I got Capt.Crunch

Tomorrow

For some tomorrow never comes, For some tomorrow’s just Sunday, For Ellen Heike Mathis mother of three boys, For Ellen tomorrow stopped 10/29/2020, Born April eleventh nineteen sixty-one, Tomorrow Ellen would have been sixty-one, Murdered, Unable to like me help mom, Ellen tucked her prayers in a beer bottle, Her surviving boys saw Nothing if

Octave

Sing loud, Sing proud, Octave, Shreek, Not a song, Audible annoyingly loud, Scream, Claws up, Claws down my only good chair, Going to stop that, Want long life, So I will think schreek but Squirt! Swear = Squirt, Gonna try,

Glimpse of morrows to come

Since history repeats, We seek yesterday, Viewing maybe tomorrows, How far back do we go? When I was young Weekly Reader predicted in few hundred years glaciers would be gone, Prediction due to man’s steadfastness chasing all mighty buck deminished that time, Carelessness,pollution,ignorance, Blight, toxication, Mother earths tears, Eroding our true deity What traumatic event

What’s Trust?

When I friend strangers, First I say hello, They say: We will call this kid: Surebutt:Wow you look gorgeous I must say . I am originally from the Netherlands but I live in Columbus Ohio currently working in Herat .(his words to little ole Lesbian Butch me. So many who play Friends with words paint

What an Expression!

Hope springs eternal, My friends in agony, Her dad a sexual fien, Neighborhood family doctor, Raped his daughter at two, Daughter raped by dad and uncle, Fifty-three now vagina still aches, Fears terrors still consumes her, Each night she calls, Her purpose to tell me of her depression, Not the liest bit interested in my

Those

Those not in your life, People see you, They expect this or that from you, I believe life needs to be private, Run your life like a major entity, You are a going concern, Like the expression, ‘Loose lips sink ships!’ Keep thoughts yours, Took me a life time to learn this, No one can