Heart drive miss to the fiftieth power

Loss Unexplained death Apostasy instead of immediate cremation. No one knows how your heart feels. My blood sister was mine. Diana’s lies mounted One lie to Iowa human service ‘Ellen feared me!’ Ellen Beth Heike Mathis only ever feared two people her older half sister ad ex husband. Cheated the Heike family were cheated. LiteContinue reading “Heart drive miss to the fiftieth power”

Robbie

Oldest son of a narcississ, Fifty-three, My oldest nephew, Not worked since March, His mom enherited sixty grand Our mom died in June twenty twenty His wife Julie says Robert’s mom is of no help, August 2014, Diana had Rob call my now gone baby sister, Four calls Rob made Verbal Abuse to force EllenContinue reading “Robbie”

Ellen’s face

Same dark blue eyes as I, Look out on life courageous I use to think my baby sister was lion hearted Fierless and true When young she was always first up the Tallest trees Ellen was too fast Like Diana Charles wife First speeding ticket at sixteen by Pigeon falls,Wisconsin To sit on the screenContinue reading “Ellen’s face”

Blue eyes

Storms silently kept Lost in an Abyst missing lost smiles Sitting with loved ones Laughing Being in the moment I will miss those I love past their deaths How can those you love believe lies? How can loved ones forget times shared? Blue eyes Deep oceans tears flow Lonliness Unconsolable Labor day use to beContinue reading “Blue eyes”

My heart is full

Another holiday hidden by christian lies Lies assult the senses Lies cut deep Empitness left One who allowed thus feaster Could have when other weilded the evil stood and told the simply truth Called the lier out Filthy cretten she is Mother heart of my heart Died June third Trueth hidden with cremation Next yearContinue reading “My heart is full”

Ghost

Burr is that the living or…. Narcississ like enemies circuling wagons Dark shadow Ghost don’t scare me Liars Those that lied me on to Elder Abuse Sisters named Ellen paid off well Codeine kills Cripples with sleep Diabetics suffer massive heart attacks Suffer beyond crippling strokes Good die young praying to Die. Ghost mine fillContinue reading “Ghost”

Glorious

Two inches of snow April thirteen two thousand twenty Pristine Bright Sunshine graces landscape Few birds chirped this a.m. Robins tucked in their fur stuff beds Snuggling down keeping winter chill at bay No self respecting bird had feathers in quilt Pure soft rabbit fur swiped from nest Returning to northern Iowa Winter possible tillContinue reading “Glorious”

Remember the Outbreak!

Aids they saw as Justice Aids seen as an inconvenience! They believed it was ok! They believed God was vindictive toward Gays Aides was Justice Mean spirited deity approved of Aids Aids after all made Queers suffer In time people caught on not only Gays died. For one week thought to change sex on TVContinue reading “Remember the Outbreak!”

Is cold colder?

Lonliness no Lonliness if human cold Nothing colder then hearts once loved Those that push off shore Like their lives boat Human life boats Leaving you they know Lacks float Titanic struck iceburg Still not as cold as those abanding you Liars confuse bullying their way Irrational lies narcississ tell best Cold hearts Snakes heartsContinue reading “Is cold colder?”