Only way to fight Narcississ bullies who have harmed you is write all the horrors you suffered through vie their existance!

I look at death from both sides now!

Murdered by sister December 3rd,2014, Struck by car on horse.1976, Once more August 2008 on bike, He was 93, Took two letters to the Editor, Lynn Morrow retired attorney, After church one Sunday, Methodist Waukon,Iowa he now 95(2010), Drove into Jean Huffy’s little red convertible Finally someone took his license, Lynn never get a ticket,Continue reading “I look at death from both sides now!”

Nursing homes

Throw away people, National treasures, Wealthy in self, Stories still in need of pen n paper, Moments swallow residence up, No one calls, Alone once called mom, Dad, Uncle/aunt, Grandma or pa, ‘Christ whats wrong with people!” Is it so easy not to Give a damn? Today I chatted with an old friend, Ex ArmyContinue reading “Nursing homes”

Tree seeds

Helicopters before Divinci imagined them, Today Sophie my grey calico was entranced, This is her first spring, I recall wonder, It seems an imagine thing today, An old friend just asked me if an old girl friend was talking to me or her, I told my old friend since I see nothing I would imagineContinue reading “Tree seeds”

Raise the roof

Scream, Loose your temper, Prove to me you care, Don’t go on my FaceBook and spot off my imperfection, I loved you spots and all, From UFO’a to Big Foot, I loved last years plans we made, Was it all a make believe game, I loved you enough to drive to Georgia for you, FarthestContinue reading “Raise the roof”

Looking up

Tree tops below heaven, Eldorado hill, Winneshiek County, Allamakee County, Bluffs across the river, Where ever you go, Simply look up, Imagine your flying over, Looking down, What do you see? I see different shapes, Leaves, Branches, Colors, Like people no two alike, Similar, Like snow flakes, Unique one and all, Dedicated to my LGBTQContinue reading “Looking up”

Memories kept

Memories chosen, Memories saved, Was it real? Did I hold her?, Did we laugh, Spent a day with someone I thought a friend, Said she could not see our love, I thought our love was palpable, Tangable, Miss her voice, Miss the words, Miss hearing them, Miss saying them, Powerful, Warm, Momentous, Palpable, Ours. SomeContinue reading “Memories kept”

She’s Not there!

And she’s not gone! I hear a noise in the dark, All the kitties are spread out in my room, I smell colon think sherry’s been here, Imagine fingers on my cheek, Light touch my lips are brushed, Bout to drive to Manchester,Iowa, Air enters my space I reach out to envelope her, I awakeContinue reading “She’s Not there!”

Adopted family

Patrica known since 1998, Tonight asked her if you go to WW, If you go to Wally World would you pick me Surgical pads for wounds. She laughed you can do that, Judy through pain would without garbage talk, Reminds me of mom while Pat reminds me of my baby sister, Once I asked EllenContinue reading “Adopted family”

P.P.T.

Pain, Private, Thing, Am I alone in this, My scares, Wounds, Strangers poking around, Thats not helpful for me! I need bad useless veins removed, Cellitice neary kills me, From body shock to high fever, Was blessed the other day lasted just one day, Had an angel visiting, Still got the pain, No one understandsContinue reading “P.P.T.”