Diary:June 1-16,2021

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The Train

My neighbor talks to me, Her father tortured his family for hours, Little brother beat unconcious, The train was savage, Unrelenting beating his sons and daughter bloody, Mother left, Coward! Some families war was on the home front! My dad’s weapons of pain were inflicted verbally! My older sister Diana lied”savagely, Crushed my good name,Continue reading “The Train”

The girl who ran

Hometown girl, Oldest of four children, Father not a drinker, Crazy son of a bitch the girl’s father, One night, Like many nights, The child, The girl, Ran, Her father with shot gun, Hunted her, Her younger brothers blames her, Her brothers lived through hell..? But the girls life was in jeopardy, Twelve being momContinue reading “The girl who ran”

No child Ever should

No child. Needs to know how mom hated dad, Hear mom badmouth dad, To her family, Friends, In front of the child like their invisible, What we hear and see as children harms us, Empaths like me felt literately tore apart, We learn very young horrors within a family, Dreams should be filled with wonder,Continue reading “No child Ever should”

Only way to fight Narcississ bullies who have harmed you is write all the horrors you suffered through vie their existance!

Chapter 1-20,Alvin Fernald,Superweasel by Clifford B.Hicks

Chapter 1a, https://youtu.be/rrXULBjDdyE Chapter 1b, https://youtu.be/fgyfBGswUBU Chapter 2, https://youtu.be/YcfNM1YT0L8 Chapter 3, https://youtu.be/lH5XE81QS0I Chapter 4, https://youtu.be/FM_fnG8S6HQ Chapter 5, https://youtu.be/YW-OsEySGdQ Chapter 6, https://youtu.be/GoBgbe1d8yg Chapter 7, https://youtu.be/riQbBY39zTQ Chapter 8, https://youtu.be/1AnXyfUditE Chapter 9, https://youtu.be/1ui_WhEkQCc Chapter 10, https://youtu.be/ygodYIVPAb4 Chapter 11, https://youtu.be/rg-UxKuZgYM Chapter 12, https://youtu.be/TGAUibX-4WE Chapter 13, https://youtu.be/eG9yBAVjyIw Chapter 14, https://youtu.be/9S03Xty_ypM Chapter 15a, https://youtu.be/fHU8dTR-Jp8 Chapter 15b, https://youtu.be/y0_etM8dFUk Chapter 16, https://youtu.be/ikUVBaqL6SU ChapterContinue reading “Chapter 1-20,Alvin Fernald,Superweasel by Clifford B.Hicks”

Gullible Hayseed!

We care about you! I loathe that expression, It usually comes from a woman who owes me next to three grand, Today she told me the land lord cares to, Bullshit, I’m not a gullable hayseed! I have four cats, Have paid next to $10900 toward owning my trailer, This is my home, No oneContinue reading “Gullible Hayseed!”

When is a good deed detramental to doer?

Well last June my mom died, Mom always made do, Mom always did without, Scrimp and save, We never knew how she put by, Like a Norweign/Welsh/German squirrel, Mom went without, When I gat money I saw she got more then need, My half and full sister gave mom clothing, Neither had taste, Neither hadContinue reading “When is a good deed detramental to doer?”

Black

Green, Grape, Orange, Strawberry, Red, Cherry, My dad loved licorice, Pistachios the red dyed ones, What a mess, In the kitchen at his chair he’d crack em, Rush crappy Linbal on radio, mom in the kitchen cooking, Where ever I was I’d here, ‘Val get in here!’ Help your mom! From nine to most ofContinue reading “Black”