Hard to imagine

When I was a kid never thought mom and dad will be gone. Dad’s been gone since twenty twelve, Wish dad never left, I miss mom every breathe My half sister like a hungry dog started Gaslighting mom to force her from her home, Twenty-ten, Diana’s last husband divorced her after one year. See menContinue reading “Hard to imagine”

Funny families hate

When you refer to hate feels private, Smells old, Felt, Cold, Lodges in your heart, Liars. No what hurts most, Narcississit when goggled point toward parents, Are they stupid, Narcississit that carce up once family, Sisters, use you, Foul lies spread. Like impeachment they get away. Seems easier family believe you are the monster, FamilyContinue reading “Funny families hate”

Smells{part 1}

People are gone, Memories linked, Time and place, Closing my eyes, Taken back to the days, Christmas had meaning, All night befire Christmas, House was made ready, Pine tree scent filled the front room, Years gone dads brush trees, Cut and brought in, No aroma of Pine, Smelt of deer piss and the color brown,Continue reading “Smells{part 1}”

Set off for Prairie du Chien

One of my all time favorite Wisconsin towns Near Monona in Allamakee County The park on edge of town Pulled over to pee, This crappy Covid has removed porta potties, So I sat, So I teared up, Had no dried eyes, Missing ones sister and they are alive less painfull, The bond is intact, WhenContinue reading “Set off for Prairie du Chien”

Ralph(1)

A little mouse My sister Ellen named Lived not in a house but in our uncle Norm’s old relic A golden old truck Hole in floor boards Ellen drove the truck every where It wasn’t pretty It was loud The seat was hard, lumpy and The outside color was gold Rumbling bumbling along Sisters forContinue reading “Ralph(1)”

Top of the world

Not heard my mom giggle Not heard her say hi Val Not heard Marian D Heike laugh Tell a joke ‘I took a neck from some beer bottle, And from a horse I took some hair, I took some hair And I put them all together With some wire and some glue And I gotContinue reading “Top of the world”

Importance of understand ‘No means NO!

Narcississ have limited intelligence they never can understand the concept of no. Take for example my older half sistrr the narcississ which is a learned behavior.When mom and dad were first married in 1956, Diana was eight. With years under her belt if making mom feel guilty about things. My moms mom second youngest inContinue reading “Importance of understand ‘No means NO!”

Honesty and my mom

A person’s honor use to be attached to our name like Peter Pan’s shadow. Our word was honor bound like a invisible contract. With false words Marian Heike’s honor was erased. My older half sister told in writting which according to Fran Phillips from Liverpool England was a legal binding document placed in the handsContinue reading “Honesty and my mom”

Expression

So many words Never really say enough Alone Lies, out of sight forgotten Broken Broken wonderful right word Graffiling with thought Missing those I still love I was expendable Memento shinning full of sparkle Marionette crumpled middle Gay daughter Easy mart always at home Oldest married five times Divorced five times In need of moneyContinue reading “Expression”

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