Steaming windows

Its only August seventeenth twenty-twenty-two, To early for steamed windows, The steam still is there, I am proud of twice in my forties being responsible for steamy windows, See unlike young LGBTQ there were no mentors for girls from small Iowa rural towns, I spent a couple.years hoping while carving my pocket knife would slip

Diana lee Heike Dudley,Granbury, Texas sister or Satan’s concubine

Took my selfesteem, Took my good name, Lied to iowa Human Services, Lied and betrayed me to those I love the most, Bullied mom and Ellen to their death, Put two over the Counter Codine packs on our lovely browbeat diabetic eighty-seven year old mom, I told mom not to allow Diana to do that

Some of us

Like lost animals we seek where we belong, Lonliness kind of prison, I listen, I hear emptiness, Stillness, Is this life, Is this future, Wheres laughter? Wheres our better half, The half that make us whole?

Missing her,

Saw him today, Leaving Walmart, Head low down, Scuffing along, Where I live she’s an icon, Doesn’t matter if no one else knows, Judy is missed, Her children miss her, Her life partner of thirty-seven plus years surely does, And I miss her, The lesbian Poet, My day was happier, Judy just across the court,

Old friend

Some old friends ate pizza with you, Off to Wolfies in Quasqueton I went tonight, Got a small pineapple and ham, Had half placed in a container, The box handed to me, Funny that, People see cane people, They rush to open the door for us, Funny that the door works like a guide, A

Masks

Sometimes its a smile, Keeping out the rain, Scares darken our hearts, Mask protect feelings, Shield hearts, Broken never mended, Laughter mask feelings, Lost internal and without, Abyss of pain, No one today wear them right, As a young woman, Not whole, Lost in a land void of fairies, Hearts break, Like Humpty Dumpty shell

Loneliness and lemons

Both are sour, Sad lonely, Both are bothersome, Like one minus one, And equation that does not compute, Dr.Smith to Will Robinson, Rosie speaks to George Jetson, Me to my cats, Poet wolf spirit me, Love my firfamily, Miss a friend to spend moments with, Miss traveling back roads , Sharing moments, Lemons and Loneliness,

Remembering things,

Lies like friends stand with you, Heart always gets what it wants, Heart strong, Toughen up, Always say thank you, Return kindness with kindness, Work hard and you will achieve, Why or why do friends think you are not worthy of success, I tell people I’m a published author, In three and a half years

Hate Spell check

Brainless app, Comes on Motorola phones, My baby just drew my attention, Not to what I said but what cell phone changed, Not straight female, Nothing men have physically attracts me, Love men for friends, Easily distracted, Stick their hand, In a dark, Wet place, Their mouths open, Slide it out, Walk away! A woman

Never show your cards,

Cards, Sensitive,soft butch lesbian, Writer across from Smoker neighbor, Every one has a tell, Empaths see more then people know, Take our money, Put your borrowed in bank, Pay a bill, Keep some out, Not to pay a loaned debt, Tell owner of vehicle you borrowed fir church ‘I put half tank in yesterday!’ On