Blue eyes

Storms silently kept Lost in an Abyst missing lost smiles Sitting with loved ones Laughing Being in the moment I will miss those I love past their deaths How can those you love believe lies? How can loved ones forget times shared? Blue eyes Deep oceans tears flow Lonliness Unconsolable Labor day use to beContinue reading “Blue eyes”

Stunning

Sweat glistens off her Lower back Only five feet two Eyes of blue Twinkle they do Eyes of blue Stars dim in comparison Years fill memories Her kiss still hurns within me My tears soaked my pillowcase Her fault My fault No ones fault Gone Still gone Wish a myth Knelling down Laying violet irisesContinue reading “Stunning”

To the moon!

Saturday night use to be mom and me Hate came to our home with lies No one cared We were harrassed Was lied about Lonliness is awake Time on my hands Still no one cares When I was a kid we’d watch Jackie Gleason Ketchup on eggs Lifewas hard Life was painful Life was lonelyContinue reading “To the moon!”

Chapter 13&14b,The Christmas dog by Melody Carlson

She danced

Through her youth Loved to twirlf Was good at it then she married a jealous man Told my best friend Told best women I ever knew biggest heart Empathic like her dear old Mom ‘Don’t dance your horrid!’ Instead of dancing with her He used his angry words Hurt her pride Crushed her heart 1956Continue reading “She danced”

Neta Jackson

A higher voice Once blessed by a new ordained Female Baptise minister Traveling dinning Mount Rushmore Mointainroom Cary Grant in North by Northwest Hitchcock thriller shot at Mt.Rushmore concession Minister who blessed this gay poet, me 1994 Reading vol.7 Neta Jackson Same old feeling of unique Inner peace when I believed as a child AllContinue reading “Neta Jackson”

Chapter 2b,A year down yonder by Richard Peck

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Lonliness is hard work

People say they love being alone People lie or really necer been abandoned! To loose ones whole family and innocent of lies Causes me to ponder Gospels,five men unknown to a rabbi named Jesus gain his earthly kingdom because they excelled at lying in his name? I miss and only have scraps of memories JustContinue reading “Lonliness is hard work”

Meat from Omah

Food bank one meat a week Two thousand nineteen Christmas Stripped of family Lies christian cut deep mother and sister bleed out Instead of a winter coat this my last winter I opt out Buying meat for my fridgerator Comes today Gave mom near one hundred dollars Omaha meat for her birthday Does she stillContinue reading “Meat from Omah”