Like a blind date,

Gussied up,can’t do, No fancy cloths, No money to purchase them, Seeking job I can work sixty- seventy hours at home and, Thirty hours bettering my l craft:writing and YouTubing, Then nice cloths, Upgrade transportation, Get equity out of my home, Get you home Higher movers, Pay them one set fee, Date, Give nooky, Smile

Remembering things,

Lies like friends stand with you, Heart always gets what it wants, Heart strong, Toughen up, Always say thank you, Return kindness with kindness, Work hard and you will achieve, Why or why do friends think you are not worthy of success, I tell people I’m a published author, In three and a half years

Hate Spell check

Brainless app, Comes on Motorola phones, My baby just drew my attention, Not to what I said but what cell phone changed, Not straight female, Nothing men have physically attracts me, Love men for friends, Easily distracted, Stick their hand, In a dark, Wet place, Their mouths open, Slide it out, Walk away! A woman

Never show your cards,

Cards, Sensitive,soft butch lesbian, Writer across from Smoker neighbor, Every one has a tell, Empaths see more then people know, Take our money, Put your borrowed in bank, Pay a bill, Keep some out, Not to pay a loaned debt, Tell owner of vehicle you borrowed fir church ‘I put half tank in yesterday!’ On

Being Neighborly is hard,

I imagine a neighbor, About my age to laugh with, Who fishes and play Scrabble and cards, The one I have is ok in a pinch, Hear nothing from her unless she has need of me, I like being needed but not by a straight woman, Guess to understand you have to know buddies understand

Cold stone lonely

Go to eat out, Alone so why care, Nothing not time or food has a taste, May forth I sweare never again, Lonely as the grave, Stone cold, Alone, Drive ins are better, Eat and go.

Confidence is hard,alone

Moments are longer, Minutes are epic, Weight trying feels like near faiure, Sherry leaving, Feelings of standing beside me peering out! Like seeing through Alices looking glass, Was that real? Must have been, Only me and the kitties are left.

Little bit of parchment

Alone is alone Paper separating love is alone. Hand in hand two are whole, Distance between is like an abyss, Cold and lonely when only, One!

Blue eyes

Storms silently kept Lost in an Abyst missing lost smiles Sitting with loved ones Laughing Being in the moment I will miss those I love past their deaths How can those you love believe lies? How can loved ones forget times shared? Blue eyes Deep oceans tears flow Lonliness Unconsolable Labor day use to be

Stunning

Sweat glistens off her Lower back Only five feet two Eyes of blue Twinkle they do Eyes of blue Stars dim in comparison Years fill memories Her kiss still hurns within me My tears soaked my pillowcase Her fault My fault No ones fault Gone Still gone Wish a myth Knelling down Laying violet irises