Desire

Life is more the want, Life takes being fortified, Wanting money coming in, Life is not one job fits all, When I advertise to restart my rural Ride Share it’s to work, Not get a to bill for $618, My rent is $150/ month rent to own, Lot rent $300/ month, Utilities, Plus a GodContinue reading “Desire”

Escape from a Narcississ

Only done once, Only done by death, They never have a clue, Ex-husbands jumped like rats from Diana Lee, She as a ship sunk! Mother Marian D. Heike trapped by filthy lies, Diana Lee lied me onto Elder Abuse, Lying to crappy human services Federal offense, She did it twice, Same lies, I didn’t knowContinue reading “Escape from a Narcississ”

Pumpkin

Great vitamin A, Kerotine(no clue how to spell it) Always be truthful right or wrong, Pumpkin good health wise for brain and heart, I originally ordered it because it is suppose to curb in a sense my bladder. I found pumpkin not to be helpful that way. The other health benefits make it worth it’sContinue reading “Pumpkin”

Mowed

In Iowa fields too get mowed, Yesterday my lawn was chopped, Homes with cut grass looks cooler, Feel cooler, Gosh I love cut grass, Miss fall, Miss breathing, Funny huh we always give up something for something. I always wanted to be that woman with children, Grandkids and lots of animals, Susters that loved meContinue reading “Mowed”

How far is love from hate?

Is it quanative or Qualitive! Can an equation be make of known quotions? Is it pollable? Whats the variance? Some love to hate, Family members Gay, They lie to their children about their gay sister. They attempt murder! There the freaks. Statistics would see its a.bell shaped curve. https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fpsyg.2017.01940/full https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S245231511630159X https://www.independent.co.uk/news/science/scientists-prove-it-really-is-a-thin-line-between-love-and-hate-976901.html?amp https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5725944/

Covid

Literately termed away ftom emerency, One, Two, Three cases Smally town hospitals.close up, Tell state more dies of Covid, Not right just easier, No longer call get right through why? Covid Not enough are call, Why! Covid!_ Was told go to WalMart for a shot. Tetness not Covid! Funny just saw moms going into WallyContinue reading “Covid”

Witness

A dear one believe it is foolish to see out a priest, Just as soon talk to a Rabbi, I feel bewidered, lost, Like R2D2 I have thoughts and questions, No one to share them to, I’m not seeking a forgiveness just an ear, An ear of someone who will hear the pain I sufferContinue reading “Witness”

Hated words!

Ugly words! Sticky words, Words that elevate you, Words that humiliate you, Knowing goes hand in hand with feeling, ‘Something stinks, and I’m not cleaning that up!’ Your butt is wet! { if my butt is wet or not is not others place to announce what you know!} Did you do ‘that?’ That was AwesomelyContinue reading “Hated words!”

Only son was a daughter

Since nine I was dads tool, Yard work was mine, Cutting yard,cleaning out under mower, Cutting limbs,transferring small trees, Taking out trash, Always better then being stuck in kitchen or house, Mom rocked great cook loved to clean, Younger sister ran in a gang in school, Older half sister daughter of an abuser, White trash,Continue reading “Only son was a daughter”

Invisable clothes

Wear a lifetime, The sworn and abuse doused upon you by indifference. Dust in the wind, Sands of time, Tears on my pillow, Knife marks on an arm, Then your alone, Not your fault, Not her fault, Still a door shuts in your heart, I’ll never smile again when not reading a book, Returnings notContinue reading “Invisable clothes”