Ellen Beth Heike was that girl, Ellen where’s my kid sister, I was always a kid in the ground looking up, Proud my baby sister reach the top, Until you reach the time without me, Sisters are supposed to grow old together, How do you grow old together what is gone, Species life alone leavesContinue reading “Tippy tippy top girl”
Category Archives: Hurt from abuse
Fifth ninety plus day
Still July’s seven days hence, In my sixty-four years I have oozed, Enough equivalent to seven Val’s, Pussed enough to never puss again, Sweated the great lakes, Wish I had loved enough for twenty Val’s, After I finally go after kitty crunches and Celery I’m going to return to sitting, This afternoon I feel likeContinue reading “Fifth ninety plus day”
Too much!
One cat who I use to love pushes me beyond angry, This is not good for me, Not good for her, So I’m going back before my half sister murdered mom, Forced my younger sister to drink herself to death, Back when family gathering were for first time in my life fun, Dad was inContinue reading “Too much!”
Lost calm
Lost family, Lost good name, Lied onto Elder Abuse by something vile, Lost family, Two twenty crushed my, Gentle, empath, heart, Seas no longer restful, Little things arupt within me, Where never before volatile, Want, Dream, Need, Crush family abusers windpipe between my hands, Want the monster , Want the murder of my mom andContinue reading “Lost calm”
Trauma
Begets fear, Bullying, Lies beget believers, Innocent gets you crushed, Lonliness, Being fearful even from love, Feelings, Cornered, Trapped, All from Not bombs bursting in air! Shell shock mine from narcississ half sister who mom told seventy times a day ‘ No I”m not leaving my home,my family & friends or my cat!’ Mom andContinue reading “Trauma”
Fifty,(a,b,c)
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Scream heard,
Poor Mr Black, My cat, Skin likes leper, He has an old enemy, It ease a him to lick So lick he does, Nearly all his hair is gone on one side, Much to hot to sit with blanket on, He and his Salmon has been in our hand me down doggie kennel for threeContinue reading “Scream heard,”
Broken trust!
Humans do it all the time, Trust never recovers, My half sister was first, Took her gay sister to hell, Tossed me and my good names away, For what purpose Hers, Destroying mom, In end murdering, Making what mother loved, What meant most to mom worthless, Mom was finally free, Dad was dead, Her firstContinue reading “Broken trust!”
The Train
My neighbor talks to me, Her father tortured his family for hours, Little brother beat unconcious, The train was savage, Unrelenting beating his sons and daughter bloody, Mother left, Coward! Some families war was on the home front! My dad’s weapons of pain were inflicted verbally! My older sister Diana lied”savagely, Crushed my good name,Continue reading “The Train”
Oh, oh!
She strolled in, Thoughts were spoken, Dreams were imagined, Now shes gone, No one calls, Empaths like we give all, The home to heart, I never Said you live to dangerous, She was as imperfect as me, Didn’t like my weak bladder, Suffered with all my life, She didn’t like four cats, All their personalities,Continue reading “Oh, oh!”
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